The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Thank you, I'll try to make doing that every time I feel a tough urge a habit.

Unfortunately, I relapsed yet again in the early morning hours after being unable to get back to sleep. Thankfully it was quick, but that's obviously not an excuse. Honestly with the frequency I'm relapsing I kind of feel like I'm doing something wrong.

Either way, it seems the two biggest issues for me are the early evening and very early morning. I suppose from now on in the evening I'll keep my curtains open until bedtime approaches and in the morning (or late night) I need to get out of bed when I can't sleep instead of lying there dwelling on thoughts that inevitably turn sexual in the end. Keeping the door half-open probably isn't a bad idea either.

 

Day 18.....Last night i again felt like WD but i managed it , it was just my thought,
I have been in this bad habit since i was just 9 yrs old , and till 23 yrs i was involved in it , i think i can do it , but leaving something familiar takes a lot of efforts and persistence...but i am tough as rock , i am not going to let pmo win...
Victory is mine..

 

Day 5

 

arrived in rivendell
coincidentally i had a wet dream last night. its as if there are forces that dont want me to reach my destination mount doom!

 

20 days my friends. Time flies.

Bree... Finally, the fog is really dense...

 

Crap i relapsed again! Really gotta stay more active in this safe place and added filters to my phone + made arrangements with my gf.

Streak was again around 14 days, don't want to be a filthy orc anymore! xD

Day 1 again, best luck to you all and cheers that you're here. Let's make a change

 

Day 7. Sorry for the late update. Had sex! It felt really good almost was afraid it was illegal!

 

Day 1
I am gonna try, I am not gonna give up. Because that is the only thing I got.

 

Check in on day 167

We are approaching the Morgul-road.

Stay frosty!

 

Checking in
Day 8/30 No MO
Day 43/90 No P

Day 1-3 - Warm n Fuzzies setting out from the Shire
Day 4-5 - Encounter with Nazgul escaped but was miserable waiting outside Bree in the rain
Day 6-7 - Got some rest, felt human again and ate my fill of rich food at the Prancing Pony
Day 8 - Started turning into an Urak-Hai as the energy came rushing back and very nearly slipped back into the pit of darkness. So I rushed back to the fellowship (NoFap.com), pressed on the Panic button and am back on the path once again. . .

 

Relapsed.

Checking in Day 0

 

Day 2 completed successfully



All the best brothers
Your brother in this struggle

 

Woohoo I HAVE BECOME A URUK-HAI

 

Check in for day 28!

 

Happy Evening
On Day 10
Will be updating my wake up time from tomorrow

 

Alright, I think it's a great idea to post here in the evening instead of the morning, because around now until around about 6 in the morning is my "danger zone" for relapse - I want to get in the right mindset to face it and what better way than renewing my commitment here. Good night gentlemen, one day completed.