100+ days nofap hardmode

Hi,
This is my first time reaching 103 days at nofap hardmode, I never though I would be here.

I have been addicted to porn since the age of 12 (now I'm 14), I really hated porn and wanted to quit it since I got addicted but it was too late.I kept on doing stupid tries like quitting p but doing m, and vice versa, I started to notice that my grades were getting really low, like really low, I got pied and got really depressed after relapsing, tbh I never thought I would quit it before the age of 20, since before 2020, my highest streak ever was 3 days. My main two motives were to get high grades and religious reasons, my highest streak by February was 5 days, then I saw a video by a guy on YouTube that gave me the reason why I'm addicted, he meant it to all addictions, he said that the reason I can't quit was because I LOVED what I was doing, it hit me hard, then I realized he was saying the truth, the only reason I got addicted in the first place was because of my dumbass, that streak lasted about 12 days, then by February 29th 2020, I decided that I would quit it no excuse,it was really hard, like really hard, urges everyday and every hour, I almost relapsed many times and it was the hardest thing I've ever done, the reason I didn't post here on day 90 was because I wasn't sure if I quit, and indeed I got some urges, but since 2 days ago I started to see girls differently, I started see porn the most disgusting shit ever.

Benefits:
Increased focus

Idk if this is just a normal thing but I've grown about 3.5 cm in this streak, now I'm 175cm tall

Better eyesight

Getting happy by the smallest things

Started new habits such as exercising and drawing

And much more that I don't remember

Is nofap worth it?
Fuck yes it is, if doing it will change your life

And today, I swore that I will never look at porn again in my life no matter what happens.

 

Thanks to everyone here for supporting me, and good luck!

 

Thank you man, you too!

 

Also, I haven't experienced any urge since day 103, does that mean that I quit?