THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

81st

St. Thomas Aquinas, model of chastity, pray for us

 

Check in day 4

 

(1)16 checking
Bad week.
Will keep going, stress will not defeat me this time.

 

Day 29

 

Day 2/100
Day 12 of PMO

 

Day 4 of No M begins

 

Checking in Day 2.

 

Check in Day 2

 

Day 3

 

Back to zero again.

 

Day 3

 

Day 2.

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82nd

St. Thomas Aquinas, model of chastity, pray for us

 

Happy Evening
Day 28

 

Waiting for you man

 

(1)17 slowly approaching my second best streak

 

Checking in Day Zero

 

Day 3/100
Day 13 of PMO

 

Thank you. Thanks everyone and all the spartans, there really is a huge energy here and this helped me going through this challenge.

My last record was 53 days. For those who remember, here is the message I sent after my last big relapse: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/the-100-day-spartan-challenge.236503/page-201
I was depressed and I lost confidence in myself; I gave up because I didn't think I could do it.
This was in December 2019. Look at me now: I finally did the 100 day Spartan challenge.

This message sounds like I'm done with it and my journey ended. That's not true.
Even if I had few porn images in my head recently, I still have some urges sometimes. I can't relapse now, this is my duty as a God of War. I CAN'T.
I'm feeling better these days. I sleep well, I don't think of porn every day. But 100 days is not enough to fully recover and I feel it. I feel I'm on the right path but certainly not in the finish line. Just somewhere on the road. I'm on track.

Some people asked me "What's the secret man ?". Well, there is no such things. We are all different. Try what other people recommend, try it and you will know if it works for you. As for me, when I loose motivation, this is what I do:
I imagine my life during the next year if I'm out from porn. I imagine my life on a daily basis with this new energy, without PIED.
Then I imagine my life during the same year if I continue to relapse. One second of this thought is enough to bring back motivation.
Life is made of choices. Your future life is only a consequence of your current choices.

I decided to stop counting. I want to be a little out from all of this and to enjoy summer. Thanks again, thanks to the whole community and to you spartans. Stay strong and accept your destiny to become gods. If I did it, why can't you ? Anyone who dare answer to this is just spouting false excuses. Stop talking and DO IT. NOW. THIS IS YOUR DUTY.


Check in day 100

 

Day 5 of No M begins