An escort kick started my journey

Hello

Tldr; I realize nutting wasn't as important than the actual touch of a women genuinely into you, so I decided to hop off the fence.

Story: porn took control of my life outside of what I am inside and I had a eureka moment where I decided to change.

Starting a new job in the construction trades made me realize what I can do with all the money I've been earning (which is too much) and I followed what others among my trade do. On a Sunday I decided to give it a try and fake my confidence into expressing what she would want to hear, I was nervous, but I persisted and it made me realize that I lost the feeling I been craving for. I always been a man of monogamous relationships but that changed a bit after my first and last relationship ended; years I went out there and enjoyed my sexual orientation, but the feeling of any type of human flesh would only excite me for a few minutes and than I'd lose my MOJO.

i knew deep down that NOfap existed but I didn't ever create An account because my pride figured I didnt need to express it among people. Prior in 2011 I did a reboot and it worked, but that happened literally right before my relationship Started. I can't believe I forgot that

I am here to embrace all that was wrong for 9 years and get over the habits that keep me down and hope one day I can help another alike, you'll all see me around heres to my first or second day of nofap.

Thank you.

Josh,

 

Thanks G can I post my nofap days in this subforum or is there another?? I want to over come this shitty habit that really is as bad as coke