The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Checking in, day 42.

 

Checking in, day 89

 

Day 0

yesterday I relapsed again, this sucks !!, I feel that I am worse than when I started, undoubtedly I am in a self-destructive cycle where nothing matters to me.

: (

 

Day 17.

I sense some urges in my body, but I´m doing exercise to erradicate them. It works! I think that I have them because I don´t use the same amount of energy as non-holiday periods and I´m unconscienly looking for a form to deal with that. Luckly, temptations and P related images haven´t got a great presence in these days, but it´s a sign to remind me that I don´t have to let go weak my watch.

St. Joseph, pray for us.

 

Welcome to this Fellowship. We are in the same path to destroy the ring, but it´s a long and hard path. We can do this alone, so everyone here helps the others. Here starts your travel from vice to virtue. Fight day a day, every hour, every minute matters in that. Little by little, you will learn a lot on how to win this battle. And don´t forget to pray!

 

Day 9. Keep going

 

Day 6 @RiseToGreatness

I have made it to Urah-Kai for the hopefully final time. With my new game plan, I have limited temptations, and I am doing really well. I sometimes absentmindedly started to touch myself, but when I realize it, I stop. I had come on yesterday to write my daily update, but my iPad ran out of power and so I had to charge it overnight, hence why I did not post last night. In three days, I will have made it the longest I have in about a month, and I am excited.

Best,
Mathman1994

 

Day 20. Entered the village of Bree.

 

You know what to do bro

 

Indeed, I do. Thanks!

 

Day 103

 

Getting back up is difficult and pmo is easy. I would rather choose the former

 

Checking in for day 5. I have had my worst urges yesterday when I didn't write in my journal. I had a cold shower when I got back from camp and I will make sure I write in my journal tonight. I can't wait to get into a longer streak.

 

Checking in day 27!
Let's keep going my brothers!

I wish a great week to everyone

 

3 days of no PMO. Currently just a lowly little orc but one day a white wizard.

 

Relapsed again... Hard this time. Had a different reaction this time. I realise that as soon as my structure falls apart, I tend to give in far easier. Usually my structure was given by outside means, because of lockdown I must maintain it myself.

 

Day 27. Almost an elf

 

Day 12

Still waiting for superpowers to be awaken

 

Day 12

Still waiting for superpowers to be awaken

 

Day 18.

St. Therese of Lisieux, pray for us.