The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 21 makes 3 full weeks. Feels good, man.

 

day 3: motivated to break my streak and continue this journey!

 

Day 154.

 

Thank you for the warm welcome. Much appreciated!

 

Day 2 is in progress.
Don't let your head down brothers, we're in this together!

 

Day 24.
Going strong

 

Day 44!

 

Day 29.

 

Just got back from my short getaway. It was fantastic! I did however have a wet dream last night and I've been feeling the chaser effect like crazy today, but I haven't given in to the urges yet. Tomorrow is day 16 - I'll officially be a hobbit and I would have broken my personal best of 15 days without PMO!!

 

Thanks bud, it was amazing!

 

Day 14.

 

0-5 days >> Orc (The spell of porn is strong in you)
Day 0

 

I have had a lot of PMO relapse dreams in the past, and in the dreams, I made the decision to relapse, but then I wake up relieved and happy that it was just a dream. I have not had a relapse dream in a while, but they can be very distressing. Especially when you are on a long streak. Then you feel like you failed, but then you wake up and realize that it was just a dream. I know when I have relapse dreams, I am more likely to relapse in waking hours afterward, so I am glad that you do not think about it otherwise.

Best,
Mathman1994

 

Congratulations! I hope that I can make it to 44 days this streak without too many bumps. The longest I have gone without PMO is 31 days, so 44 days is really cool, especially knowing that everyday for you is a new record. Keep it going!

Best,
Mathman1994

 

Day 6 - Uruk-Hai @RiseToGreatness

I have finally made it to Uruk-Hai again after much struggle for the last few weeks. In two days, I will have beaten my most recent streak from two weeks ago of a week. In three days, I will have gone two weeks without a full relapse, and the only reason I am on day 6 instead of day 10 is that I have had a couple resets here and there. While they were not full relapses, I looked at images for longer than I promised myself I would before I would consider it a reset because I did not snap out of it right away. Two days ago could have been a reset, but I snapped out of it before it got too out of hand, so I did not consider it a break in my streak. With that said, I have to be hyper aware, because even if I am not masturbating, I am playing it a little risky by even searching. Who knows, maybe I will reset to that point again, if it gets to be too much for me, but right now, I feel confident that I can beat this thing.

Best,
Mathman1994

 

Checking in for day 5, i am now an Uruk-hai

 

Day 14 - one day and I will become a Hobbit!

 

Day 6. Back in Isengard again)