THE INTERSTELLAR CHALLENGE !

Day 53

 

Nice, my first day as farmer.
We go to harvest the land!

 

Thanks Sr Cap :v @hoping_cannon

 

The integral of tangent is (ln(sec(x))+C)

 

The integral of arctan(x) is x*arctan(x)+ln(1+x^2)/2+C

 

Day 12

I have made it over a week since I last peeked at porn, and while I could easily mark today by resetting to day 7, I no longer feel that that is important. That is in the past now. Today is my birthday, and I am celebrating by NOT relapsing (among other things).

Best,
Mathman1994

 

Day 54

 

Happy Birthday buddy!!! May you succeed in your goals

 

Day 10 @hoping_cannon

 

I come crashing out of the wormhole, and after some time of reflection - I lower myself onto Millers Planet. It's a bit wet down here. I take in the landscape and the situation and decide that while I'm on this planet for the next five days, that I'm going to do everything I possibly can to advance my recovery.

So will get to at least 1 recovery meeting each day, whether that is face to face, or virtual via zoom. Whats more I will participate in all meetings I attend. I will stay in contact with my support network and help people as much as I can.

I will also work diligently at my job and make enough sales. To help with this I will make sure that I look after myself, ensure I eat properly and stay clean and get enough rest.

 

Farmer 2/5
Planting corn!

 

I decided after much contemplation to reset my my counter to 8 days instead of 13 days. I struggled with determining whether my peeking counted as a relapse on the 26th, so to end the struggle, I decided to move my counter back five days. As such, I am still a Drone Catcher for two more days @hoping_cannon . Ultimately it came down to, I have not had a full relapse in two and a half weeks, but I had had two resets in there, plus the third which I am now counting. As such if I did not count the 27th, why was I counting the other two times, as though it was for a shorter look-see, I still spent longer than I would have liked. So I am on Day 8 now.

Best,
Mathman1994

 

Day 55

 

DAY 80 - GARGANTUA is in sight, stay strong lads!!

 

I relapsed. Darkness seems to swallow all the rays of hope.
I am really a hopeless person who knows the consequences of PMO but still not leaving this addiction.
I am sorry guys.

 

go ahead friend, get up and walk it is necessary to do it!