[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 8

 

Day 1/90 done. Had a lot of time to think and have made some profound realizations about myself as a person. I have to remember that I need to change things about myself and I can’t just expect myself to never PMO again without changing anything.

 

Day 1

 

47/90

 

Good for you on waliking away. She could have let you know she was running late.

 

Whats normal?

 

Almost finished day 1. Have some discomfort and earlier pretty strong urges to view porn but i didnt give in and they only last about 10 minutes or less. 1 day at a time. Or 1 hour ,1 minute or right now.

 

My post didnt show up. Almost thru with day one. Had urges but after about 10 minutes they pass. I intend to not view porn or pmo tonight. One day at a time or sometimes 1 minute at a time.

 

It's not meditation making things worse,
Relapsing affects the brain so any negative experiences your having are from relapsing.
Never think of relapsing as a solutions to anything.

 

Day 5/90

 

Day 46/90 no PMO
Day 46 no key word searches for P or P-subs
Day 657 attempting this challenge
Global Counter 95% success since joining
Day 234 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol, sweets,
and FB video feed (has porn subs)

Finished the dark side of the moon, now onto the light side.

 

Day 10

 

Day 2...pretty easy day it was

 

Day 34. I'm exhausted from a hectic week, but progressing.

There's a great article called "the void" on the NoFap Reddit forum which covers this. I'd post the link but for some people Reddit is triggering. PM me if you want it. Oh and I can't actually check that it still works because it's bookmarked from aaages ago, and I've since blocked Reddit on my PC. I reckon it is helpful though.

 

Day 2 done.

 

Day 47/90 no PMO
Day 46 no risky key word searches
Day 658 attempting this challenge
Global Counter 95% success since joining
Day 234 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol, sweets,
and FB video feeds

 

Day 6 well on the way.

Feeling like I am coming down with something. I hope it is nothing like the storys they wanna scare us with.

 

Most of the recovery people I follow say it takes 2-5 years of active recovery to heal.

Day 4/90.

 

Day 1

 

5 and 6/90
Missed posting yesterday.Overall very shitty days.Aaaand i have nothing for tomorow.No plans no tasks nothing.And the urges dont help either.It will be tough...