THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

glad we have Sparta that become staff members, thank you for your contribution for this forum

 

keep strong fellow sparta, me too feels chalanges these couole days, but today defeat may be lesson that we beed to achieve bigger victory and yes life must go on. Its a gift that we alive so lets try again

 

Day 51 check

 

Day 12.

 

88 days checking in
12 to go

 

Day Zero.

I just relapsed.

I don’t feel shame. I wanted to cave into a darker urge, but just PMO. I don’t hate myself, I would if I caved to those darker urges. I have this. I will overcome and get my honesty back. I had 12 days, longer than I have had in a while.

no more. No more half measures

 

Check in day 0. I apologize for being absent for such a long time. This pandemic has been tough, but that's not any different for you guys. Lots has changed since I last posted. The whole stay inside narrative isn't sitting well with me. Sold/got rid of most my belongs and going on a trip in my Jeep. Never liked living in the city, so now I'll be living the "van life" as some call it. Living without many possessions is very freeing, and is helping me with my anxiety.

This trip is also an experiment to see if changing how I live life day to day will impact my pmo addiction. Staying focused on a purpose or goal is vital to changing unwanted behavior, and that is what I am trying to do. Hope you all are doing well and staying safe.

 

Day 16

 

Day 3

 

Day 9

 

Day 7

 

Day 51

Checking in

 

Day 1 Today

 

Day 1. Yesterday doesn’t exist anymore

 

Day 52 checking in.

 

89 days checking in
11 to go

 

I'm In

 

Day 0, feeling without strength ...

 

Am sorry for checking in late today.
Day 2.

 

Learn from your mistake and move forward my friend!

 

Check in day 1.