THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Day 22

 

Checking day 7

 

Day 57

 

Days 13 and 14 done
Day 15 almost

 

count me in. how and where do I begin? tomorrow would begin my day one.
great idea. great motivation with this and 300.

 

Day 6

 

day1 in

 

I just pmo early this morning, now I feel useless, It's been happening a lot even though I am fully aware of it's side effects and how to stop it, I just can't forgive myself. It happened on Sunday, so I said to myself that I will ensure I stay clear for 14days, then boom on Monday morning, the First thing I do is pmo. I'm tired and I feel like I can't do anything useful today. I just hate myself

 

It's Day 0 again for me- for the last few attempts, I have not relapsed into watching pornography, and have not faced any urges into doing it. I have been masturbating about every 3rd day, and reset. The fantasies I've been getting are increasingly unhealthy, so I know for certain if I do nothing, I will PMO eventually.
What happens is that I get hit by a almost crippling urge, where I feel like my libinal system takes complete control and I feel helpless during the process. I find that from these continuous attempts and failures, it exhausts me. Even so, I am doing my best to muster energy to push forward.

I need some help/tips and tricks for stopping this. I really need to break my previous record. My goal is to make it through December without P, M or O so I can start the next year clean. I'm gonna take it one day at a time. I really want to feel the benefits of my last longest streak, because there I felt more long-term satisfaction and overall, better about my self-esteem.

 

Bro, we can do this together mehn, you ready?

 

Checking day 8

 

I later went on the masturbate, three times, I felt like the worst soul on earth after wards. But it's a battle that I've been fighting for 10years now and I'm not backing down just because I fapped 3times. I'm gon do this no nut December and I won't relapse even once, everything will go very well and nothing will destroy my life and future all that have been lost by the bullshit I done to myself will be restored, I believe in God, but the mind has to be ready, controlled to good will. I think everybody really knows how to battle this, but after a while we just get tired or wek and we give in. It actually takes 100days for a full reset and no nut December is fine for a start. I need an AP, @Dragar , if you don't mind

 

....set goals for other things than pmo, probably ur job/academics is ur thing, or maybe sports....try accomplishing stuff there.....set goals and push urself, dont get laid back.,...thats when the impulse grows....and btw use this forum as something to challenge you, and try filling ur day with deadlines of ur own....that way u will be busy 24/7 ...watch motivational vids....not sweetass candysucking ones.....stuff that asks you to man the fuck up. no offence, just tryin to help ya

 

I will bro

 

Checking in day 58

 

Deciding to join this Sparta challenge, So Day 0/100 on 30th Nov. On my best streak at the moment with 28 days, no pmo so hope to keep this going.

 

Day 32 going strong

 

I too am at Day 0, again.

I have been feeling better, and while I didn’t purposely seek out porn (group chat triggered) I did not feel in control and just caved. I do not feel bad. I will over come and get better. I relapsed 3 times in November. And that’s progress for me. 3 PMO experiences in one month.

I am going to crush December. Kill my ego, fully commit. And come Dec 31, 31 clean and honest days.

Who. Is. With. Me?...

 

1st day im in

 

Day 1/100 of Sparta challenge no pmo, checking in. (1st Dec)