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Hello everyone,

Male/25 yo, I'm glad to be a part of this community of improvement, and I find it encouraging that several people are not satisfied with their conditions but are looking for a better one.

For many years I have been dealing with my obsessive/addictive part of pornography in search of sexual stimulus, and I have always been aware of my fragility in this grotesque situation.
In recent years I have tried everything to quit, from the lightest to the most drastic decisions, and heard the opinion of several doctors during my psychotherapy sessions; unfortunately, I have reached a stage where the negative consequences for my mind are considerable and obviously, if I'm here I haven't yet managed to free myself from this obsession, but I haven't also lost hope.

Thanks for your attention, see you soon.

 

Thanks for the message @MexFighter , I'm glad you're on the right path.
I believe in empathy as closeness and help for us and other people, just like it is happening now with your message.

I talked about it in particular with my father with whom I have a sincere relationship. He made himself available, in the help and closeness even if, let me tell you, the burden is relieved but not removed.

In my opinion, others can help us with all possible closeness, but everything is generated within our mind, and it is there where other people cannot reach totally.

I have already set the first goal without "porn" which I will carry on.

I hope to hear from you.