Space Marine February - Team Deathmatch (CLOSED)

Checking in for Dark Angels!

Already after couple of days of nofap I can feel that something is missing.
I feel the feeling down there.
I will watch youtube channel universal man on daily basis to get additional discipline push.

Actually realized some things today watching one vid.
I have never been in relationship because I loved the girl, her personality, I just loved the sex and sex was the only thing I was interested in. Obviously I think this is the case for a lot of young guys.
I want to change this and my next relationship will be about more than sex.
If I want to change this I need to stop masturbating to my twisted fantasies.

 

Full support. I guarantee you eill get a lot of value and another perspective on motivation and life in general (really resonates well with a christian (esp. Lutheran strangely, concidering he's a catholic) worlds view

 

Thank you

 

Day 1 checking in
Black Templars.

 

Signing up for the Dark Angels.

 

Day one checking in for the Dank Angles

 

In my timezone there are only 20 minutes of January left, and then it'll be February! The ground is thirsty for the blood of heretics.

 

It's another challenge lol.

10 days P free and you "travel" to the next country. It was nice when things were going well. I've been stuck "in" the bahamas for a long time.

 

Checking in. Just need to survive 1/2 day at a time.

 

checking in for dark angels

Going to the dentist in 1hour. I am scared like crazy. I had a very deep flaw, its fixed but the tooth is painful, because the doctor said he was very close to the nerves. Today he is going to fix it for good, making the tooth dead.
Cant wait to be finally freed and be done with this annoying painful tooth thing.

 

I was looking forward to the beginning of the February challenge. I relapsed a second time on the last day of January (my timezone-wise) and needed to leave behind an awful weekend.
I am under the pressure of incoming exams at university; for me, a background of anxiety tends to be the perfect soil for relapses, hence I will keep my guard high.
Given how overwhelming the end of January was for many of us, I think we all needed a fresh start.
That's where the inspiration for the meme came from.
Wish you a glorious day.

 

Same brother.
But I hope you don't use this as an excuse for relapsing. There is no real reason for it. The pressure should get some relive in positive recreation/medditation/Affirmation/prayer. Something good and sustainable, instead of short term overstiulative escapist behavior, that ultimatly holds you back from your potential

 

Day 1- I have a foundation of 10 days and urges are at an all-time low for porn. This February challenge should be and will be a breeze. Let's go Blood Angels!

 

Day 1 of the February challenge and I'm feeling READY! Let's do this marines. 28 days. That's it. Four weeks. We can do this. DEUS VULT!

 

Checking in day 1, Blood Angels hoo hah!
Tbh I'm actually starting off a little bit low, just generally feeling a bit down on myself, but it's important to stay in touch with my emotions and I know that happiness is meaningless without the contrast of sadness. This lockdown is really getting to me - I've tried to stay positive through it all but the combination of almost no human contact, no sugar, no pmo, no gaming, and a lot of work on various things, has left me feeling pretty numb, living in a world that is seemingly devoid of a working dopamine reward system.

Needing a bit of bro support to get me through this, thanks all for being here for me to vent to

 

@Sebbrix sounds like you know whats up and going to push trough easily. You got this!

Havard Mela nailed a lot of good stuff in his book. I saved this little paragraph that always helps:

A person's outcomes in life are largely dependent on their ability to delay short-term gratification. A part of your day is going to be painful no matter what. The sooner you accept this the better. If you are willing to delay gratification and “eat broken glass day after day”, you will get better outcomes than someone who always listens to their short-term emotions.People who always take the easy way out accept having lower income, lower net worth, and less cool experiences by doing so. You will have more chances to feel well overall if you manage to care less about your emotions right now.

Mela, Havard. How to Thrive in the 21st Century: By Avoiding Porn and Other Distractions (p. 20). Kindle Edition.

 

I am in people..
Count me in the February challenge

 

Thank you brother, I really appreciate that, and what a great quote! Might have to check that book out sometime!