Feeling extremely low flatline

Be strong. I've not yet hit the flatline this time around, but I remember that hopelessness that can sometimes hit. Wish I had some advice as to how to bring one's self to study, but I've never been too good at that myself. Just know I feel your pain.

 

Hey man. I’m on a 100 day flatline right now. I know how bad it gets but it slowly gets better. You’ll feel progress slowly, but some days you will feel literally dead inside and have no emotion. Eventually, your emotions improve and it’s just a matter of your libido coming back (my emotions have improved but my libido is still dead).

 

not Within Us but WITH us

 

I would like to go back to flatline. At least, my libido is 0 and I can focus in order things.

 

I am in a flatline now i think (and hope). I felt better a week ago, emotions were flowing and everything felt more positive than it had for a long time.
Now i feel emty, everything feels meaningless etc. Oh well, hopefully it will pass soon..

 

That's the spirit! Hang in there. Who would've thought not doing something would be this challenging.

 

Thanks, its super hard for sure. I try and keep occupied and not think about it too much.

 

I'm going through this phase, definitely hard to manage. But I keep repeating myself "one more day" everyday, and by keeping away temptations we'll get through this period and embrace emotions and libido again, this is the price for owning oneself I guess, and I'm wholeheartedly willing to pay it.

 

There’s no going back at this point. I’ve been suffering through flatline long enough that P is the last thing on my mind.