Space Marine February - Team Deathmatch (CLOSED)

Checking in for the Black Templars. I'm still going strong.

 

@Sebbrix Congratz on your 30days!!! Dont celebrate with binge session

Good question. This topic is very private and is viewed by population as controversial, so thats why I talk about it only with people I 100% trust, only my best friends, I even talked about it with my mother .
I dont think when you talk about PMO only annonymously on nofap forums that it leads to being more closed. Because this is really not the topic you would openly discuss.
Lets say if the topic was movies and you would only discuss it online under your nickname and never disccuss it offline with real people. There would be likely some psychological problems like f.e. social anxiety, but when you dont want to talk about porn, about your masturbation fantasies with normal people, its completely fine and probably good choice.

Just imagine the situation at bus stop -> Hey, whats up? -> Yo man listen, I had this amazing morning, I didnt masturbate, I didnt even think about midgets, unicorns and elfs going at each other, man I am doing so fucking good! 12days! 12days!!! NO PMO!!! When was the last time you let the daddy sauce out of your penis?

You would probably end up in some very cool facility and there you wouldnt talk about anything at all

 

Sorry, Dark Angels... I fell a couple of days ago. Kind of interesting because it was a good day and I am still not sure what caused the urges to come on as strongly as they did. (My leading theory right now is lack of exercise... which is part of it, but I'm not sure if that's all of it).

And, of course, I had the opportunity to PMO because of one access point that I didn't have internet filters on (an old electronic device that I was looking to give away or sell). I was aware of it, but thought I could handle having it around before I got rid of it. Bad news: I couldn't handle it. Good news: It's now gone!

Best of luck to those still in the challenge.

Stay strong!

 

I keep resetting around this point when I make it this far. I feel like crap. My brain isn't washed in dopamine and needs to remodel.

Time to buckle down and get through the dark times to a healthier brain with proper numbers of dopamine receptors.

Checking in for another day of fighting for the Dark Angels.

 

That's alright buddy. Honesty and Accountability leads to good things. Keep up the good fight!

 

Checking in day 9, Blood Angels hell yeah

 

Checking in for the Black Templars! I have to say, while I'm only a little over halfway to my record streak, this may be the cleanest streak I've had since joining NoFap. I can honestly say I haven't peeked or fished one single time, which kind of blew me away when I stopped to think about it. I did touch myself for about 15 seconds in the shower a few days ago, but I quickly got hold of myself by changing the temperature. Onward and upward!

@Sebbrix I definitely understand where you're coming from, but I think it can also be a two-way street. Here we get the chance to open ourselves up, to be honest to a degree that's uncomfortable or even painful, and to see nothing but positivity, love, and support in return. It very well might help us to realize we also have the strength to open up irl, and that we're prepared to face those consequences even if people may not take it quite so well.

 

Sorry, guys, another Dark Angel fell today too. Urges after waking up is what got me. So let another streak begin. NOW.

 

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Today was a shit day! I felt the urges so strong to relieve my stress (of school ONLY!!). As you've known that my school is shit and is full of super smelly shit! The cause of those urges of relieving stress as usual came from the deceptive brain messages(or negative thoughts). I barely managed not to fall because I wanna overcome all the shit that has happened to me because of this school. I wanna be my that form in which I do not feel guilt, not fell for not having a goal in life( i.e imma surpass tesla and einstein). As I think you don't know that Nikola tesla was inspired(or a friend) for Swami Vivekanada( an Indian sage), who travelled to America to discuss Spirituality aligned with science. I read his book( Teachings of Swami Vivekananda) and I was surprised of his adventures in the Americas and his humorous nature and till where I read I found some of my meaning of life and was feeling very good. But because of my school, it has again distracted me from my path but I'm not gonna stop I have to find my meaning of life and no one can stop me. In his book, I came to know that "SOUL IS THE SUPERLATIVE TEACHER" or "BIGGEST TEACHER". Even now I'm not feeling very good, going through mild anxiety which is increasing hour by hour, but relieving my pain by sharing it (talking to you people).

Thanks!

 

Checking in for Blood Angels.
Today was exhausting day and I am still left to create a new ppt. Sleep schedule is fcked up since last 2 days and I am not sure if I will be able to get atleast 4hours sleep today.

 

Checking in Dark Angels!
Its fucking crazy how easy is to bump into sex related stuff basically everywhere in the internet.
Some radom add on sexual plastic virgins pop up while I was searching for sports results.
Obviously clicked it out of curiosity and now I have some dirty thoughts.

I noticed that avoiding sexual related stuff even the slightes ones is super important for maintaing the calm mind without fantasies.

 

Checking in, Day 9/28, Space Wolves.

 

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What my status says. Don't let the urges when you wake up get to you. Get up, get out, get on with the day.

 

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