Space Marine February - Team Deathmatch (CLOSED)

Apologies wolves.

I am out. Really terrible stressful week. Overall this round had been 17 days. Lately I had been sort of was cutting off from religious practices and I do find that whenever I fall short on that it eventually leads to PMO.

Will be rejoining back in today. The religious calendar starts in from tomorrow for next 3 months . So will try to change strategy and refocus my energies that way.

Good luck to all of you.

 

Checking in, Day 11/28, Space Wolves.

 

@Mya Good fight!
Make sure to avoid binging.
Its about making the no pmo streaks consistently.
Much better to go 10 days x 10days x
Than 60 days x x x x x and again 60days

 

I am struggling.
My leg is still fucked.
My tooth is freshly fucked.
One thing is for certain.
Eventually I will heal and everything is going to be great again.
Apreciating more the luxury of walking in the rain.
The great feeling of eating without pain.
In discipline there is so much to gain!

 

Hahaha thank you !!!
Yes a huge milestone for me!
And that‘s a perfect image for me as I study farming !
Awesome.

 

I am sorry. Please always keep getting back up.
That way you will not fail to improve.
You got this, you‘re a Space Wolf,
keep running !!

 

Check in for black templars.

 

This came at a very good time. Thankyou bro

 

Part of PMs battery against us is to feel bad. As you are getting going again, celebrate all the wins.

 

Checking in for BlackTemplars

 

Can anyone tell does a wetdream means I am out of this challenge?
Or I can still go on since we have no control over our subconscious mind?
@EndPornLiveLife some help here please?

 

You are fine.

Careful though. You probably have a tough day or two from a chaser affect. It will pass.

 

Day 12 checking in for the Blood Angels, hoping to meet someone for some 'fun' over the weekend but also fully expecting it not to happen, kinda bracing myself to make sure I hold fast in the face of rejection

 

Day 16 complete!

Something weird happened again today. I got up from a long study session and was having a really nice stretch when I had an emission. There wasn't any P or M but I guess a small O? Not something it felt as though I had any control over, anyway: like a wet dream except I was wide awake? I'm going to assume this doesn't count as a reset for me, but it's got me a little on edge and I'd like to hear what y'all have to say. The chaser effect might show up too, who knows.

@ToMMy.H Zero-sugar drinks still contain all kinds of chemicals which aren't good for your teeth. They will be similarly acidic, and the acid wears away at the outer layer of your teeth just like sugar.

 

Checking in for blood angels, The fight continues but its much easier now with over 2 weeks without watching any porn. The images in my mind seem to reduce day by day, The urges are mild and do not last long, a few peeks on Instagram the day before yesterday so will avoid the platform over the weekend.... There is this though trying to push me to continue surfing from where i left last time... They are more like "Just watch the rest of her videos, just her then get out".. but by now i am certain this is a trap.

To all the fallen soldiers, as long as you have breath remember God has shown you mercy so that you can keep fighting because HE knows you are capable of winning over this.

 

@Gallade_Templar Never happened to me. I think its fine. Unless you engaged in very intense fantasizing remembering porn and based on that Oed.
I red about acidity and its really bad fir my teeth. Didnt know about that. Thank you!

 

Fucking hell guys! I observe the huge tension again. And why?
Becaused I started to think I am doing good. Urges reduced because I quite structly avoided all the trigerring stuff.
Today I felt like little peak on some celebrity news where were some bikini pics cant really hurt.
Classsic! Now I observe the thoughts of visualizing and playing stories.
Need to stop.
Back to the mode of working and not spending time surfing online.

 

Day 12 checking in for the black templars