Space Marine February - Team Deathmatch (CLOSED)

Missed my checkin for the Black Templars yesterday but I'm still going strong!

Secular culture has morphed Valentine's Day beyond all recognition, but it originated as the feast day of Saint Valentine. He was martyred for his beliefs by the Romans in the 3rd century. He can be a great example for us: in Latin his name comes from a word meaning "healthy and strong!"

@Sebbrix Coming to you from the great state of Texas in the USA!

 

I made another mistake.
Opened instagram. Opened for a reason - work related stuff.
But it was super quick. I didnt even notice and suddenly I am browsing some hotties.
I stopped after a while, 5min max
But still now I have some “real” images to play with.

The tension is big.
This leads me to another key point in my journey.
DONT INTENTIONALLY SEEK OUT TRIGERRING STUFF!!! NEVER!!!

 

I fucked up. I am sorry my team Dark Angels.
My previous post says it all.
+ I visited dentist. He told me that unfortunately one of the tiny tools broke inside my tooth (at the bottom of the root or tunnel - not sure how its called) so its completely fucked. I have to travel to the capital city at least 2times to get this shit repaired for good.
I was in big pain, swallowed painkillers asap and anxiously waiting for them to start working. In meantime I felt like shit, went into bed, gave in.
+ the instagram pics played quite a big role in this, because my fantasy had this sharp concrete image to play with

Anyway it was a good run. I feel much better than the last challenges. I finally made some solid run. 1/2 of the way. Thats good. Now lets not fucking binge. Delete the image and keep on being busy.
I am going to join the 14day challenge so I am well trained for the next deathmatch in March.

 

Checking in For Blood angels. The less and less i surf for lustful content the milder the urges get. Its getting easier to fight.

 

Checking In for Blood Angels.
I feel super sensitive down there. I am wearing extra loose pants these days. Not taking any risks.

 

That's so interesting! I heard that it was greetings card companies who really blew it to its current status, because they wanted to make better profits so guilt tripped guys into buying cards 'n' flowers 'n' chocolates 'n' giant ass teddy bears (that are fundamentally fucking useless) for their partners who have come to expect it!

Sorry to hear that brother, but you're a strong guy and that sounds like a lot of shit you had to deal with, don't feel bad about it, life has hit you like a truck and you're doing crazy well to be holding up as well as you are.

Heck yeah gents, let's carry this home for the Blood Angels!

 

Blood Angels FTW!!
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(However that does not mean I want other brothers to fail NoFap.)

 

That is quite impressive and very practical! We need to keep those ANTS at bay maybe even every day! Keep up the good work and remember to be consistent with this practice. ANTS are very persistent. All the best!

 

Checking in, Day 15/28, Space Wolves.

 

Thanks for the giggles! I'm still chuckling.

 

Damn right brother! I'm thinking we should actually start repping the teams and get some team spirit in these groups, it might also strengthen motivations by making people more focused on supporting their team? Obviously we shouldn't encourage the other teams to fail, but a bit of shit-talk like @Primaris would be a great time!

 

Checking in, Dark Angel!

 

u fookin wot, mate?

I have a response, but it's way too crass. Just think, uh... "blood".

 

@Primaris @Sebbrix thank you guys! I am going to post a report in my blog of what went wrong and what I can do better next time.

 

I relapsed

 

Checking in with the Black Templars.

The thing about us holy crusader knights is that we don't mind the color red that much. We just need to have a chance to wash all that heretic blood off our armor every once in a while.

 

Checking in for the Blood Angels, day 16

Honestly I've been feeling kinda rubbish recently, haven't been able to go out running because of ice, lockdown is really depressing, I feel tired almost all the time... Thankfully I haven't really been getting urges, but my body feels really achy and tired and I just want to sleep all the time, but that means that I can't spend much time working on my personal projects and it's just kinda rubbish :/
Hope you're staying well marines

 

Overconfidence killed this blood angel, Its on that good day that you think, I'll be in and out in at most 10Min. goes for 40 min. leaves then i was back for a few hours after sometime. The streak has been really good hoping to remedy this mess by completing the month hard mode and praying for mercy through it all. Chaser effect's a bitch, already unto me but not going to. Good luck to the remaining members. Hopefully next time i'll hold out till the last week but soon I'll be among the winners.
Someday the right person will take control of the world and lust shall be nolonger be promoted of produced. Our full potential will be unlocked and we will build a way better world where everything good is free. All negative emotions of grief, regret, pain, lack, hunger, paying bills, etc will be blotted out. Everything will be beautiful and all animals will want to tell you a joke when you meet them. Laughter shall be heard everywhere among the young and the.... well young since age wont be a factor to consider. All that we have lost because of the chains this world put on us will be restored better and more will be added as bonus. A world where you are welcomed in every home and every country is your home if you want. Till then we keep fighting cause evil is here with us, It has been here since the beginning but its end is drawing closer. We who chose to fight it will never end, but will be witnesses to its end, Then we will rejoice knowing we are saved. it Cant kill us but will hinder us from being who we are created to be. No matter we get stronger with every comeback we make after a fall. Till then we follow in the Saviour's teachings, flee lustful thoughts and actions, pray for mercy when we succumb, and love everyone around us, keeping the good people close and avoiding the ways of the lost folks.
I'll be back better i

 

Just checking in that I'm still alive in the challenge. Having a pretty good month. Definitely ups and downs. I'm just overly sensitive at times.