[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 40. Decent day. A couple urges throughout the day.

Day 41. Felt more sexual. I didn't really like it. Rather than being tempted to watch porn it was more my mind wanting to have sex. I feel like that is some rewiring in that I'm not just wanting to go to porn. But I don't want to just go from addiction to addiction. I want my life to be fulfilling without sex/porn/having to get off.

 

Good going mate, keep the spirits high.....soon we will be able to control our desires....

 

Day 3 successful
Summary: kind of boring day, not much productive from academic perspective, woke up at7:15, didn't meditated, studied for around 1 and half hour, had lunch and the laziness started, tried to sleep but couln't, hadn't had any urges, watched youtube for around 2hrs and for another 2hrs at night, hadn't do any physical exercises. But overall I am happy that i am on the right path, need to work hard to achieve sth meaningful in life....stay high buddies....meet you tomm...bye

 

hey there .. day 9 will end in just and hour .. after so long i reached at something like this .. i am gonna move forward this time ... byeee

 

Today is my 22nd day. Really this time the commitment made is greater and I am changing many habits of my life

 

Day 63!

 

Day 67

 

70 days done, gotta get better at posting daily. Stressful day at work but hangin in, shooting for one more day...

 

Day 11 of 90!

 

Day 52

 

Day 50/90

Hanging on- 50 days in.

 

Hey there y'all, so I had sex with a woman today and was wondering if I should consider this a relapse and restart my counter?

 

Day 0

 

10/90

 

Day 3

 

Hello everyone i am updating after a long time it's been nearly 1 months and right now the urge Is very high as currently in my working place people talk absurd pervert things which triggers the urges i don't know how to handle all These hope everything goes well

 

Day 54

Have a great Sunday

No, why would you do that! The whole point here is not to fap on your own - if you ask me, it's perfectly healthy to have sex! Unless you strictly defined your streak as Hard or Monk mode with no sex, I don't think you should.
If anything having real sex re-enforces the correct neural pathways for sexual pleasure! Also congrats

 

A few more days to go until I reach 90 days

 

7/90

Feeling extremely bad. There are unwanted waves of negative emotions. Feeling like crying. Missing my departed parents like hell. Feeling alone and not well . The mind is not staying quite. There are loud noises in the head . Feeling restless. Weekends are always tough.

Still I won't relapse.
This is just the usual trick.

 

Thank You So Much God for this community where I can share all my feelings without fear of judgement.
Thanks all.
I feel sorry for being a pussy. As men we are expected to stay strong but these days I just can't. I wanted to unburden my heart of all the negative emotions so just I did