Mandalorian Challenge 100 Days + [OPEN]

Day 16 checking in

 

Day 7 checking in.

Have been off this for a few days. I went camping on the weekend and since then have been flat out with study and life. Going well though.

Niiice

Day 18, man, keep going!

 

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Day 28: negligible temptations are there.. but fortunately I am not in the mood to bear the aftermath of a relapse... it will freak the hell out of me... going through personal hurdles..

 

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Day 30 checking in.. Mandalorian helmet again...

 

Day 31 checking in...

 

Temptations are crawling around.. so as depression.. I've moved from my rented home to someplace far away from hometown ,to pursue studies ..I live with my father alone.. both of us, it seems, feels alienated.. we need to feel comfortable and home... I think it's going to take a while until we settles on the point of necessity.. lack money to engage in gym workouts.. so both my mind and body feels distracted and weak... I don't need to fall for these demons in these times of uncertainty.. It'll definitely break me down.. I'm holding on with whatever strength I've.. Sending love to everyone here.. xoxo

 

Day 0 this is the way.

 

Day 32 checking in..

 

Welcome @person person .. This is the way

 

still had some series of relapse, like every 7 day i relapse

but there is some progression on my project and my boss is far far away so its less stressful for me and helped me to get 12 day streak today

 

I'm sorry to report that I relapsed yesterday. It's been a hectic couple of weeks, not enough sleep or quality time with people. A couple of things happened and I let myself start exploring and testing the internet filters (which inevitably led further). No excuse. My commitment has been to not even do that, but I did. So I recommit to it now, and try again.

I've joined the 3 day challenge as well to help get moving, and past the chaser effect.

Also, reading verses like the below ⬇ would help.

 

you're one of the strongest member I saw in this community since my membership.. you're the leader and you'll resurrect like the phoenix.. here for you mate.. This is the way

 

I'm having a couple of problems here including my father being an alcoholic.. I need to get out of this shitty life i'm having.. I figure not letting myself down is the only way to find a way out.. Day 35... Let's see how all this is going to end...

 

I fell yesterday. Restarting. I was absolutely disgusted with myself yesterday. Went on a big bike ride afterwards to clear my head, think and pray - only my third and by far the biggest ride since foot surgery in December.

Feeling freshly resolved to stay away from this scourge.

Far out man that sounds tough.

You're definitely getting stronger every day. And 35 days+ nicely done!!