Need emotional support over this

Posted this on my log but posting it here so it can reach more people.
I am feeling fucked up, i have a horrible stomach ache and i think i know why. This weekend I met a girl during an activity I had to do. They put us in pairs and i got with her, she was really sweet and i felt like i could talk to her and I wanted to ask her her Instagram so I could follow her and keep in touch but i didn't find the occasion and i couldn't bring myself to Do it before she left. The sad reality is that I will probably never see her again but it felt so good talking to her. After I left, i couldn't stop thinking about her. Nothing sexual, just her and me talking. I got this horrible stomach ache yesterday after i left and i think It's just because of pure hate to myself for letting PMO confine me to this horrible personality unable to express its feelings. Or maybe i don't know, am I in love? I am looking for her. I won't give up. My name is _ and i don't masturbate. My name is _ and i don't watch porn.

 

Thanks for your comment! I won't give up!!!

 

UPDATE: I found her! I could contact her and get her Instagram, I am feeling so happy!

 

Thanks man!