BEAT YOUR LONGEST STREAK

6/15

 

91/90!

 

115/150

 

6/106

 

Great to hear that Keep it up!

 

16/207:
Lately, I have been feeling depressed. I absconded from work, and didn't login for a week. It is so frustrating and shameful, to disappoint myself, my colleagues, management and clients. I have got a room on the first floor, my parents are living in ground floor. I have not told anyone that I have absconded from work for a week. As they are don't come to the first floor they have no clue, what I am doing.
I have decided to quit from my current job (a corporate job, I have been for close to 9 years) and server the notice period of 2 months.

I am burning the bridges for sure with what I have done. But I have become so helpless in what I am doing. Sleeping, spending time on Quora finding answer to life and career related questions. I am so afraid of facing my colleagues because I will have to login for sure. They have tried to reach out to me, and I didn't pick their calls as well as didn't respond to their messages.
Why am I doing this to them??? I don't know, I am so fed up of this, the corporate rat race, the overthinking me. I hope there would be a quick fix to sort all this out, but I don't see any. I feel I have no not learnt any skill all these years. I feel so inadequate and worthless, beyond explanation.
I even peeked into some NSFW images in past few days, but didn't MOed. Should I reset my counter?

 

0/15 again relapse

 

Day 2990, goal 2991.

 

Day 93/30
Next Goal 100

 

Day 2/22

 

0/106

 

383/730 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Day 8 of 26

 

Thanks! You are also doing very well with a 17 day streak!

 

Day 4/30

 

Day 3/6

 

117/150

 

384/730 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Day 94/30
Next Goal 100