I can't take it anymore! I want a fat woman badly!

A little while back I wanted help with my attraction to fat women but now I can't take it anymore and I just want to spend my time with one. BBW, SSBBW honestly couldn't care less all I know is that I want a big plump woman. I want to become Roman-Catholic but I also want a fat woman so I'm unsure if it goes against my religion or not. But I really really want a fat woman and have kids with a fat woman if it is possible. There's just so much I want to do with a fat woman. And I'm not even talking about sex I want to go for walks with her, watch movies with her, make her laugh, make her cry, listen to music with her, read with her, go for car rides with her, have meals with her. Heck I would love it if she interrupted me playing video games to give me sloppy kisses and I don't care if people laugh at me or accuse me of being lusty I just want to at least spend an entire day with a fat woman at least and marry one at most. And getting to know her. Let me know what you guys think should I get help or just go for it.

 

Go for it!

 

Do you think a fat girl would even want to go on walks

 

"do not date fat people for whatever reason" -revelations 6:2

 

if you like that, go for it

 

I did not get this from watching porn dude.

 

Fixed it. Not very sexual anymore.

 

Only problem is I don't know exactly where to find one in all honesty.
I'm also struggling financially right now because of my state's lockdown laws and I have not received a stimulus check yet.

 

I don't know this sounds all very lust based. What happens if she wants to become healthy and slims down, would you just break up with her and move onto the next "fat" woman you see? Sure we all have our preferences and what attracts us is the exterior, but it's better to find a girl that you can connect with on a deeper emotional and intellectual level than being obsessed with her weight.

 

How about your local Catholic church? Big girls are everywhere. Your financial/career problems are another matter.

 

No, I wouldn't break up with her and move on to the next fat woman, I don't want to do that.