The Lord of the Rings Challenge

very inspiring bro . thank you!!

 

"Shire?! Baggins?!"

 

i´m curious. did you ever develop a porn addiction? or did you always practice semen retention as a lifestyle?

 

yeah, there´s clearly a connection between breaking my semen retention streak with sex, and falling into porn some days later.

i will ponder upon that issue. thank you my brother

 

another question . you don´t feel urges for pmo, but do you experience urges for sex? sexual cravings?

 

of course not. but be aware of those manga movies, they´re full of triggers. watch out for those movies but most of all watch out for the "decision" to watch movies that may contain triggers - fishing.

 

Checking in Fellowship

Well, yesterday was pretty bad in turn of relapses, i slipped 4 times. a real binging. but i know what i did wrong and i have improved my binging prevention system.

finally today the bleeding has stopped. i´m not feeling bad, just tired . and i feel anxious about passing day 1, which i think i never felt before . some more hours to go though, can´t wait to wrap this day and have the first taste of my ascension.

pray for me my friends. Have a good day