Will I ever be normal?

Hey man I feel you, I have the same thoughts running through my mind as well.
it’s not about going “back to normal” it’s about “building a new normal” remember that! You can’t go back in time so you will have to accept the new person you have are and become stronger both mentally and physically. YOU GOT THIS!

 

you have to man, it’s never too late to start doing something good. These thoughts will fade a lot as time goes by. Just focus on building yourself and becoming a better person and be stronger.

 

They are fading, you have to be patient.

 

Check out my story at Am I a Sissy?? (Actually a good story with happy ending, trust me, read the whole thing). The normal life you are yearning for is absolutely achievable.

I'm only 3 years into my recovery, and my transwoman/futa desires have receded so much they're basically an annoyance now. It only took 4 months for me to forget about transwoman and sissy stuff for many weeks. I barely take any mind to them anymore. With the right steps, you can find yourself in my shoes very shortly

 

It does get better over time. Resisting always helps. Believe in me, and believe in yourself

 

use Kaspersky safe kids to block prn. It is very good and it helped me

 

No, they aren't permanent.
You not are your addiction bro, always remember that,btw i would recommend to you to read about the Easy method