[21-CHALLENGE] THE TWENTY ONE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 1

 

Day 3/21. So tired right now, but making myself post. Last Friday was my most difficult challenge in a while and I failed. Tonight feels similar, going to try my best to get through it.

 

Day 4 finished!

I allowed myself to look at pretty girls with clothes on google safe search, I got too close to the fire and almost burned myself completely. I think I need to control my thoughts more and eyes when theres inevitability of women (i.e. facebook, linkedin or the street)

Total streak: 18

 

Day 5 finished!

I didn't post this morning because I had to hurry. I did not have a lot of temptations - busy Saturday and busy Sunday with friends and family.

Total streak: 19 days. (I see that my counter says +1 day, but I don't like to include half of the day I did fap on, I only count full days)

 

Day 5/21. Feeling much better. Just the little things are better. I know it gets better, too, but I gotta know that there will be some serious urges coming around the corner, too.

 

Day 6 completed!

As I said, busy and fun day, few temptations.

Total streak: 20

 

Day 04/21

Lessgoo!!!!!

 

I failed and I can not even say it I just don’t want to accept it and realise it
But here I am accepting it
I failed and I feel horrible but I know I will keep going till i mange to do this challenge it’s okay to fail cause
Failure is success in progress
But the thing is that my insecurities guided me to a relapse and this the worst part
Anw day o staring again it’s okay
I love myself and that’s funny why I will keep going

 

Day 1/21. Relapsed due to what has to be stress. Need to do a better job with that.

 

I didn’t receive the job I was after and from the frustration I started looking at women on google safe search and I saw a naked womans breast, does this count as watching porn? I didn’t masturbate though. (Please answer)

If not that my week 1 is finished here if yes then this is day 0.

Total streak: 21 / 0

But I will try to be more physicaly active when frustrated next time.

 

Day 0

 

Day 8 complete!

I decided that I will not count that breast as porn.

Total streak: 22

 

But I will count it if it happends again

 

Day 9 finished!

I am having nore temptations since the time I looked at those girls pictures. But I am fine

Total streak: 23

 

Time for a reset, 0/21

 

Day 14 of 21 (No sexual Thoughts/Fantasy/ Voluntary Self Arousal/ Viewing any Triggering content)
Struggling hard. I'm feeling tight throughout my whole body. My emotions are not stable.
I have to move my body ASAP.

Once done with work I'll do a 1 hr workout.

 

Wow, I can’t believe you did not have any sexual thoughts for two weeks. Don’t they just pop up?

 

Day 11 finished!

I forgot to post yesterday. I am on holidays at the sea and I am doing great concerning the challange.

Total streak: 25 days (of no porn and masturbation)

 

Ummm...No. Had a wet dream 2 days ago.

For how long you've been doing recovery?

 

But you wrote “(No sexual Thoughts/Fantasy/ Voluntary Self Arousal/ Viewing any Triggering content)”

I was doing recovery since I was about 16, but I joined nofap 25 days ago. It’s a great tool

My first dream is to abstain for 1 month and the next dream is to obstain for a year.

How about you?