[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Beginning again after many relapses, Day 2

 

Day 29/90!

 

Day 7. Actually surprisingly was a good day. Feel like they’ve been blah lately but maybe it didn’t feel bad because of how busy and productive I was. Don’t think I’ll be able to go at this pace for long if I don’t get some rest.

 

Hey guys I'm back
4/90

 

Well i did finish the 90 days challenge, but becuse of the new year loneliness i f.. it up. i did a cheat day… so i am here again .
But i decided not to reset the “clock” ! I still feel much better since I was 95 days ago.
So i am looking on it in a different way… how much time has gone since I started the change. but still i lost control and its normal and i need to face it head on.
, lets see if this time i can do 90 again. I block all option of watching porn in the house with a password (with extra security)!
so 1/90 season 2 lol ….

 

Day 3

 

Day 12

 

Day 3

 

We are in the same boat.

Day 1.
I did my plan. Installed an app, which can block sites, which my pornblocker usually can't block. And has installed an app for the phone. Everything is ready. I still want to reflect to which times I usually want to fap.

Want to reach first 14 days after the fails.

 

Day 4 complete

 

Got my eye on April first and what I want my life to be by than. I'm intending to keep myself so busy doing things that I believe will take me where I want to go that I don't have time to indulge in my addictions. I don't want to make same mistakes I made after the other two times I came through 90 days without fapping. The 90 days will be a foundation a stepping stone for going all the way through the 7 stages of NoFap. Not a finish.

 

Relapsed . Currently on day 3

 

Day 82

 

Day 83

 

51/90

Everyone, I'd say the #1 thing that has prevented me from relapsing is going to bed straight after I'm finished for the day. DO NOT use your phone at night; keep it far away from you.

 

Day 11

 

Day 69.
Let me just say it. I've been peeking recently. I didn't outright search for porn, but my mind made me type related keywords, so that erotic stuff would appear in the search results. I know this is no excuse. They may call it different names but anything erotic that gives a dopamine rush is basically porn.
I didn't masturbate but spent a solid 10 minutes looking on youtube. So did I relapse?
Anyway, let's keep going on this journey.
Any advice for me?

 

Can you please tell me how did you blocked porn at home? I would like to do the same thing.
Actualy i use a safe browser on my phone plus a blocker up, but my security system still weak.

can you tell please which app you use?

Day 4,
I do not feel confident
I feel that i'm way behind others in life, i see others more successful than me. Feeling that way makes me regret some missed opportunities in personal and social life. For example recently i wanted very badly to talk to a girl after 1 year. In the end i refrained because chasing her wont do me any good, ill look creepy.

I feel that way when im depressed, so yeah i shall feel better soon.