The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 447 no PMO. Overall yesterday was a good day. No urges. Spent most of the day at the ball fields and then with my dad in the hospital.

 

Check in day 230

 

Checking in with nothing significant to report from this weekend.

 

Day 283! Math exam tomorrow. I need to study more lol

 

A new era is upon me, I shall endulge into a new mindset with the thought of self improvement always at the back of my head. I have been stuck in this circle, this neverending cycle of PM. I have tried quitting several times before with no luck - but finally, I genuinely feel ready to put this behind me. It has affected so much of my life.

Currently an Orc on day 1.

 

Day 135

Just been in awe at the glory of God today; I preached this morning and was moved to tears thinking how much He has changed my life for the better, and I found it so encouraging in my continuing battle with PMO.

My friend sang this song today and he absolutely smashed it. This isn’t him, but this song has always moved me:

 

Day 15!
Feels good to be a hobbit again, middle urges at the moment that I'm writing this status, trying to not be alone and hang out if is possible. Keep strong my brothers!

 

Evening of the 58th day.

 

Day 7

 

Day 455

 

Day 3 complete!

I had an unexpected, unprovoked release of semen today, which was very strange considering how early in my streak I am, but everything is still good and clean in my mind. I will carry on!

St. Monica, pray for us!

 

One day I will watch that video about the flare method.

Day 35 complete

didn’t look at any more images. I don’t think I slept enough this weekend, but for now I feel rested.

 

Start of Day 1! Woke up early, did all the Routines (Relaxation, Meditation, ColdShower,Hand-Stand,Self-Love,Gratitude) and I feel much better now! Im glad I have them. When PMO throws you into the mud again its always good to have sth that dont let you stay there too long!
So back on the Horse now! No time for whining!

 

Day zero

Still feel like a free fall, but I’m putting a stop to that today.

I’ve realized that I need some more drastic measures, so I’ve booked a WeWork styled open space workplace so I’ll have a place to stay in the next two weeks before I start my new job.

I’ve started talking to a new AP and he is really helping me out, and I’ve started a new audiobook about self competition because I suck at that.

Today is the first day, and I will be free even if I fall a hundred more times.

 

Noone is completely free of evil brother - but focus on the good in you - you have much there - I know it - focus and let it grow! We all live here on this planet to make the right decisions and cleanse ourselves from sin. To come back to balance. But that does not mean we are all the same like the worst sinner. We are all connected. You cant carry the burden of world alone. Look after yourself! If you need someone to write to - Im always here. Btw I think the Quote from Leonard Cohen is real beautiful! Thx for sharing.
Peace brother!

 

Day 448 no PMO.