The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Woooah. You got this brother. Cast into the fire!

 

Day 4 check in

 

Dawn of the 109th day.

 

Yep, it's happening to me also, but I think this is also related to the PMO addiction.

 

45 Days
I've reached half of the 90 days journey. Some may say that those 3 months are of huge importance and diference in the fighting of PMO. I hope it is, but I know I'm gonna stay here for a while more, even if I achieve this mark. The ring needs to be destroyed!

 

30 and 31 days
An Elf now!. Low urges in both days. Sorry I didn't had time yestarday to sit down and write. I had something like a wet dream 2 days ago, but without the dream, just cum on my boxer. I did't slept well last nigth, I'm stressed for some job tasks and for that reason I didn't worked out but at least I took a cold shower.

A lot of things to do so, looks like will be a good day

Keep strong my brothers!

 

Day 69
Only one day left to be a Warrior

 

congrats

 

70 days You reached Amon Hen, a hill above the western banks of the Anduin. By royal decree, you´re a Warrior of Gondor now!
Day 70 reached!

 

Day zero... going back to nazgol after kind of neglecting the challenge and the reboot process.
I thought that somehow getting a new and good job that I love would fix me.
I'm happy, but not magically out of this addiction.
I'm going to come back, but I know that I mast start my improvement in small steps.
My only two daily tasks that I want to start with is 1) getting back to this form and 2) getting back into meditation. I was a happier person while I meditated every day and I can do it again

 

Checking,

Had an interview today was a little bit stressed, and to cope with the stress I was usually doing PMO
But right now, I know this state, and I'm aware, so I went outside, to breath some fresh air.

Also I will have several more interviews, so I will experience some stress, but I need more healthier ways
than by using my PMO addiction to cope with the stress

Overall, good day

 

Checking in day 235.

 

A fine achievement which feels different every new time !..though first time is the most impressive.

 

Thanks CAPTAIN!

 

It is something inborn to look and fix eyes on something that moves out of instinct to scan environment for danger as well as for the prey if hunting, guess seeing something we do not quite understand what it is-is quite a motive to linger longer trying to understand what it really is that we are looking at...and if we know what it is we are looking at then what it is in it for us? pleasure? pain? freedom? bondage?...

 

Ckeckinnnn out !!! (Yeah Im in time thats great!)

Day Feelin: I was happy doing my job, things and university -was a full day but beautiFUL too!
Journaling:
morning routine (big):
intense body work-out:
No Series/Games before 6pm(till 9pm):
NO PMO:

TODAY is the first day where I was so busy and still managed doing it all.
Im rly proud of myself!!

Guys I have the feeling (dunno how its for you out there) that every day Im doing a reflective deep journal time (Im writing 1-2 pages per day) Iam so much more in touch(with myself), aware and feel better. Its rly a great thing!

Again I give myself a smile and a "you done good today"

Greets out guys. Hope you had a good day or will have one tomorrow.
See Ya!