The Jedi Temple (open)

Hey Guys can I join ?
I am at day 7 today.

 

Day 1 check.

 

Thank you for this @CosmeFulanito ! A brilliant summary which I think will help remind us all of what it takes to transition from NoFap as a struggle, to a simple lifestyle choice.

You're absolutely right, and now I need to reshape how I perceive myself. I'm not necessarily a Fapstronaut (a tag, a brand name), but someone who now doesn't partake in watching porn or masturbating (a lifestyle choice). Easier said than done, but one day at a time!

Congrats on your progress so far!!

 

Day 31 checking in!

Only 2 days to beat NNN!

The key to success is to never give up, you can achieve it, reach your destiny.

Thank you!
It took several tries to get this far, but I never gave up.
I'll keep going, I'll be able to defeat the dark side

Of course! Welcome!

I know you will make it, keep fighting, learn from your mistakes, never give up.

Thank you!

 

day 2✅

 

Check:
Personal mission
1) 2/3
2) 2/3
"The dark side is more stronger?, no no!, more easy , fast, more seductive, no more strong."

 

Day 3

I guess I will share this. Trying not to trigger anyone as best as I can.
Two days ago, I was earlier thinking of two ladies I encountered while buying and picking up. I was attracted to them. One was younger with her bf (20s to mid 20s). The second lady, was around her 40s - mid 40s. First one is my type & favorite but was with her bf. While the second woman, I don't know I started to get aroused. I liked her too. I was thinking about them for a moment yesterday. I'm getting aroused by them being there. Yes, I wanted it and to do "words". My urges was raising because of thinking about them. What did I say, it starts in the mind. Remember that. It could have led to PMO fellow Jedis. I didn't do the deed so I think I can handle it. Considering the fact that I came back early from my last relapse. Urges started to increase while they were there. Ironically, they weren't wearing anything enticing. Weird. That's it.

Another update, I'm receiving a new phone and it will be delivered by Friday. A phone will not be my downfall. No urges at all to do the deed. I know for some if not more individuals says it's their kryptonite. Nope not for me. Just saying.

@JEDI KNIGHT Angel. deleted it again. Not sure why. Maybe because of more relapse? Just as I said to you, I also believe in him. Be well fellow Jedi bro. I'll still be here.

Actually, I am giving a reconsideration to stay and to a couple of tries on Hard Mode. Since I already add/change certain things regarding challenges. I want to test out something. That's all I have to say. Just going to do my best every day. That's it.

The darkside is always there. My temptation came upon me two days ago. Yes, the darkside was pulling me. Let's keep moving fellow Jedis.

Vader out.
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I forgot to post yesterday about making it through day 1! This is my first real attempt at breaking this addiction with help rather than doing it in my own. I’m feeling really motivated and committed to changing my life and strengthening my relationship and marriage with my wife! I’m motivated in lifestyle changes to better myself and taking the energy from the addictive urges and making something positive come from them rather than giving in. I’m looking forward to going in this journey with you all!

 

Day 2

 

Day 32 checking in!

Tomorrow I will beat NNN!

 

day 3✅
@LLOYYD dont know what happen. i hope that isnt the same problem that he had last time and i hope he come back.
going to restart with the personal missions. i know i didnt acomplished any yet. but they gave me and insight of my limits im gonna make it easier this time and sustain them. consistency is the key of progress
1 chapter of a book a day besides studing
less than 3h of phone
4 gym per week

from now to next tuesday

 

Day 8
Feels nice being a padawan. But one day I will be on the high council

 

Check:
Mision 1: Uniform hours of sleep 2/3
Mision 2: Read ten pages 3/3
Mision 3: Continue with a proyect 0/3

 

Day 4

@JEDI KNIGHT What's odd is he is a leader of one of his Challenge here in the forums. I guess he would have to come back eventually or not. Must be the personal issue he was dealing with again besides his relapse issue. (I.g. blackmail). Oh nice, I haven't been hitting the gym lately. Same two reasons as I mentioned previous post btw lol...the C19 situation makes it harder for me too.

The darkside is always lingering.
The rule of two.

Vader out.
Keep Training

 

Day 2 knocked out and diving head first into Day three. No struggles yet, but continuing to keep myself and my mind busy as to not give the urges or temptations a chance!

 

I stupidly just realised that I could set the time on my counter for just after I relapsed. I only set it for the first full day. So it's more accurate now.

So I'll check in Days 3 & 4.

 

Day 33 checking in!

I beat NNN!!!!!

 

day 4✅
congratulations cosme!
personal missions
1 chapter of a book 1/7
gym 1/7
3h cell 0

 

Hello there! I am interested in this challenge and I happen to like Star Wars as well. Here I go.

Day 0 starting training.

 

Day 5

@CosmeFulanito Congrats in beating NNN!

Two days ago, I had urges spike up to medium to high urges. Also of recent too.
Then I reply "I like urges because it makes me stronger". Stop asking for no urges. Stop complaining. They are there to test you . Even the guy from a previous 500+ days was taking that advice from me and another individual was here in the forums. That other individual that said that had 1000+ days. Me and him share the same mindset in regards to urges. Just saying fellow Jedis.

It is true. Urges make me stronger if I conquer them. This is Day 10 post but I explain here. I conquered my urges here in at Day 9 at this very first streak.
The Jedi Temple (open) #7917

I always thought Innervision was the one who replied to my Day 10 post. Oh it was you CosmeFulanito lol. Or was it modified by moderators/Innervision because I could have seen his reply this my Day 10 post. Any way, this is a reminder. Yes, the affects on Semen Retention/no PMO is real fellow Jedis. This was my first streak of no PMO. You start reaping the benefits if you abstain longer. I also mean no doing this no PM practice as well. Doesn't make sense only not just no PMO for me but also no sex with O (Essentially it is true Monk mode in my eye). It is not reset if have sex with O though on Hard Mode challenges apparently. So I won't say anything if someone says so. It is essentially no PM after all. Your only going to make it harder for yourself if your practice no PM while on Hard mode though. I only abstain from PMO and no sex with O for 30+ days and I was reaping the benefits already. How much more if I had a longer streak? Just my opinion fellow Jedis. All of this discussion will be put in my testimony later if I decide any way.
CosmeFulanito reply#7918

I guess it is me JEDI KNIGHT, Revanthegrey, and CosmeFulanito along with new ones. For crying out loud, your name is Revan. Why aren't you here consistently before this? lol. I'm glad your here though haha. Like I said to Angel., I can do a challenge with less people if I have to. It's ok, I'm wondering if he will come back. He has to come back because he is a creator of one of the Challenges. Unless the personal issue is keeping him from coming back which is understandable. Not because of his issue with relapse.

I shouldn't be rambling over too much here in the challenges. That should be reserved for my journal lol.

New phone has arrived. Will I fall from it? Hmm not my kryptonite.

The darkside will attack anytime it wants to. Remember, I have urges built up randomly two days. Maybe because I almost fell for the trap.
The darkside is always here.

Vader out.
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