The reason why you are addicted to "sissy-porn"

Sucks I can relate to this, but it’s true. I never had or used anything to masturbate like sex toys, womens clothes, lingerie, etc. This is what I have been dealing with for MONTHS and it’s so draining. I hate it a lot and I’m trying to stop. It’s very hard though and with this journey and I’m so scared to relapse over and over again. Today for me marks day 1 and I haven’t masturbated. I just want this to end. Thank you for this.

 

Thank you, it sucks because everyday I’m questioning my sexuality. It also sucks because it makes my depression worse everyday. I like this journey because it feels like it can help my addiction, depression, and anxiety. It’s really draining to go through this. I can’t even look at guys without having a gay thought because of all this porn I have been watching. Its been a day and it’s bad but I feel as it is getting better. I love the community on this app because we can all relate to each other and we are trying to change. Thank you again man, Merry Christmas Eve brother

 

Hello everyone, it’s been honestly pretty good since I last checked in. I’m feeling better in pretty much every aspect of my life. My new job is not stressful and the money is incredible, me and my girlfriend are doing a lot better, I have a lot more control over my thoughts and feelings. Everything about my life just seems to be going on the right track and I’m super optimistic about going into 2023. I think this might genuinely be the year that I fully quit porn. I’ve been non stop watching porn almost daily for the last 15 years and after months and months of struggling to understand what gives me anxiety and how to stop it and prevent the porn addiction cycle from continuing to control my life. I can think clearly now. Im trying to cut out all of the electronic junk out of my routine and junk food out of my body. Im sick of feeling like a baby glued to a screen even just scrolling through Instagram. I plan on completely quitting porn for all of 2023. Merry Christmas y’all

 

Hey man that’s great to hear, I wish I can feel the same. I’m just starting my journey to stopping, I started the other day and already relapsed but I know some of my problems. I hope you have a prosperous and healthy new year and Merry Christmas

 

just gonna go straight to the point i dont know what im doing fisrt time posting anywhere because i convinced myself i didnt need help or advice but maybe this is what i need. Ive had this addiction for so long that i forgot when it even started or how i got into it but it escalated to me wasting so much money on dildos that i recently threw all away which tbh have no idea how i manaed to do. i recently started a new job everything was going fine until i had the urge to buy a new one and now its all i want to do after work.im starting to go paraoid that everyone knows like if there are hidden cameeras everywhere. everytime i go out i see shit that i feel like is directed to me or when im having a conversation people talk about topics that i can relate to out of the blue. I stopped trying to make new friends because of this im ashamed of what ive done and what im doing.i used to b emore talkative before but now im just that quiet weird guy maybe im doing this on purpose as a deterrent idk.well thats where im at thank u for ur time if u read this any advice would be appreciated just dont know what to do at this point thought i left it all behind but guess not.i almost didnt post this cause it feels weird and embarrassing but kinda helped a little bit typing this out

 

You’re in the right place bud! You’re not the only one and various guys on here have done stuff they would prefer not to have done.

start getting yourself clean and you’ll probably find you have a dopamine addiction and the rest settles back to something “normal” when you get off PMO

 

I was also in sissy shit for some months. I would say it's just an escalation. Or it was like this with me
A*al P > trans > sissy.
Stopped over 7 months ago and not being thinking about it for many months. My libido was going up and suddenly after over 7 months I grab me again. It was with me for a couple of days and it's gone again.
Now I know that I have to avoid everything connected to this topic, not only porn.
After few months I was back thinking inky about girls and normal sex so it's possible. Made a mistake and lost a bit of progress but I am back on the track and have a wisdom.
I will keep on no meter what since there is no way back guys. Fuck that sissy shit. Be a man!

 

I'm not as hard into this stuff as some of you guys on here and in fact might have the opposite (inverse) problem. When I watch this kind of content (trans/sissy/whatever) I don't imagine myself as the submissive most of the time. Instead, I fantasize about being the dominant one, and I'm overcome by so much lust that I don't recognize myself. At the risk of sounding goofy as hell it's like my personality completely changes and I turn into an animal fueled only by lust. A Doctor Jekyll and Mister Hyde situation. I honestly hate it. I don't consider it normal or respective of my true beliefs or feelings and I keep trying to completely purge it from my psyche.

On the flipside is the femdom crap, which is where my submissive side comes out. This too I consider unhealthy and has never been a thing I actually want in real life, it's more like a dark fantasy that has become larger in my brain than real relationships. Both these things combine together to have totally messed up my perception of what I actually want from relationships, what I'm attracted to, and basically burned away my romantic wants. This hurts me especially because I feel like deep down, I'm a romantic at heart, and porn makes me feel like a sleazy pervert from a BDSM novel.