Accountability for All

checkin'! still going strong!

 

Hello everyone. I am a regular fapstronaut who have started nofap journey almost 1.5 years back. Porn addiction has been an issue since my teenage days. Till then, I have failed so many times, having streak of only 1-2 days most of the time(sometimes 3-4 days). I have really lost hope of getting rid of this porn addiction. Please help me.

 

Don't give it hope We have all fallen, I've fallen so many times. Used to relapse multiple times a week, now it is about once a month. I still fail though, though I try not to focus on the numbers but on the spirit and the soul which is what I am trying to have healed.

I had some triggers today, and was pushing them off. Working hard to keep porn at bay. Still have the warning signs now but trying to shake it off.

 

Thanks for motivating me.

 

Today, I have relapsed very badly due to frustration. Resetting my counter back to 0.

 

Today I have also relapsed due to weakness.

 

I'm still going strong. But the last few weeks were very stressful. The urges are not too bad, but I have other bad habits which I should be mindful of.

 

Checkin'!

 

Relapsed. Setting counter back to zero.

 

From the past 2 days, I am relapsing very much. It feels like I am losing very much. Setting my counter back to 0.

 

I also had a hard week.
Messed up again! Its feels like I always relapse when I am trying my best and making some gains and shaking off triggers – its hard to keep it up. But its so worth it. Need to never give up. And focus on the spirit rather than the numbers.

 

Checkin'. Relapsed in the middle. I have to move on

 

Checkin'

 

Relapsed again Gotta get up and keep going. Its about the soul

 

Day 5 I am starting again after losing a streak of 26 days in the name of celebrating new year. I will try to hit 90 days this time and reach where I want to go in life.
How come we waste important time of our life on irrelevant things until we become addicted and regret it?
But that's the point where story either becomes good or bad depending on the actions of protagonist.
So changing the direction could be nigh and stay life's high.
Wish me luck and courage as I am doing the same for all reeboters.

 

This is day 4 of hardmode forever. Let's get this folks!

 

Relapsed badly yesterday

 

The last time I posted here was probably a week ago, but I'm back. Anyways, I'm impoving my dating life by approaching women, it's still challenging for me but I'm getting the hang of it, I'm getting confident and I'll have a date this week.

But I truly need to improve my sleep quality, and because of that I bought blackout curtains and a sleeping mask. I see how I'll improve that.

After developing my morning routine, reading a bunch of books and doing 2 courses about quitting this addiction, I keep relapsing. The reason for that is my mindset, and to take care of that I'm reading autobiographies of people who had an addiction and overcame it.

STAY HARD GUYS, NEVER GIVE UP.