90 Days...How Quitting PMO Has Changed EVERYTHING!

From my perspective, a lot of it is how I project my voice when I talk. Before, a lot of times I would hesitate when talking, which sounded like I was mumbling. At my job they actually noticed it and told me I had to speak up because they couldn't hear me. Now I have a confidence behind my voice and I say what needs to be said. As to the tone itself, there have been a few instances where it sounded deeper to me. It may be placebo since I feel so much better about myself, but I definitely don't find myself being afraid to speak clearly and loud enough to get my message across anymore.

 

I say yes. During my first decent streak of around a month of just no p, still plenty of moing, I felt about the same and as you can see eventually I went back to full blown pmo for over a month. What makes me feel so good about myself is knowing that not just pmo, but mo as well, is detrimental to my mental health (because it's to sexual thoughts I create for myself). Knowing that keeps my resolve strong to not go back to that lifestyle.

I said it in another post but will mention it again here. I believe the reason why I've healed as much as I have and have changed my perspective on just about everything is because I cut out the porn. That's what created the sexual thoughts for me. I never had them until I started watching porn. Now that it's been over 3 months, not only is that desire completely gone, but so are so many of my sexual thoughts. My drive to pursue real partners and not fictional ones (either through porn or thoughts) has never been higher.

 

Dude, this is awesome, thank you for putting your story on here; Ive been ensnared by porn as of late, and seeing your stroy has given me the impetus to fight through the pain, so to speak.

Seriosuly, thank you so much!!