Didn't sleep last night -MIGHT CONTAIN TRIGGERS-

Am on day 7, worked my butt off at the gym, took 2 cold showers, used 2 ice packs and managed to get hard with an ice pack on my groin, even took a melatonin 3 mg pill but nothing worked, I'm VERY high energy and I didn't sleep, I didn't sleep. I feel way too horny, not to the point I would relapse, my mind will hold on but more like if I had a fever, I get shivers and I probably have blue balls.

NoFap is having ...interesting effects on me. lol Saw this YUGE girl at the gym last night, I wanted to bang her so bad and she was maybe 220 pounds!! I thought it was funny but still, a little disturbing. I get those urges about rubbing my groin on things, THAT, is funny. I'm like those dogs that do that on people's legs. loll I accidentally fell on futa hentai and got the biggest boner I EVER had, it was monstrous!! For some reason, it turns me on like you wouldn't believe. I was growling and felt like a werewolf or something, like a primal rage, it was strange. Erection lasted almost 30 seconds, a new record for me, I never really had strong one due to porn abuse.

Next night I will sleep sooo good, I never thought I'd say that but I can't wait for the flatline! lol Libido is too strong, I get erections all the time, gotta take another cold shower.

Keep up the good fight everyone, together, we will all win, we will all win!

 

Thanks stephanD, I won't relapse ever again. I know many said that before me and not many survived the terrible strain of war but I approach the coming days/weeks/months/years with this mentality of never relapsing again. ''Think Big'' at it's purest form, sky is the limit!! Thank you, I will.

 

HAHAHAHA, I hate to admit it but yes. I guess, as a porn addict, I like fapping, I like orgasms and since I LOVE women, it turns me on to see futas struggle NOT to orgasm with their dicks but always end up orgasming anyway. I know I'm not gay, gay porn really disgust me but on a hentai women, I love it. Real futas scare me though. I know some are hot but when they talk, GOD! LOLL

 

Yeah, that must be one reason why, I did squats, deadlifts, bent over rows, calf raise, all legs or back exercises! I also think the fact I'm on day 7 didn't help me, I heard we produce 145% of testosterone after 7 days of abstinence, add that to the gym and my testosterone level is through the roof. I think I can now confirm I have blue balls. lol They're painful and not sagging at all, they're all the way up.

Thanks myrealnameis! I won't give up, I'm on a mission and I'm gonna win win win!!