Two types of porn addicts

@Disgruntled Worker I was at Starbucks having a coffee and didn't have time to continue. First off, I've read Jenna's book which was IMO a BOMBSHELL, and there was no doubt in my mind she wrote every word. I was also aware of the Traci Lords story, she was 15 when she started and all of her videos are out of the system supposedly. Both real world stories. I refuse acknowledge the girls I've encountered by name, I will not give them free publicity. We are here to find a way to avoid these people and the "product" they sell that has caused us so much anxiety, heartbreak, and anger. Frankly, in many cases, it was simple greed, jealousy, and anger that drove many of these hustlers into the porn biz. Some pretty young girl living on a farm in MN, going to school with wealthy kids driving Mercedes, BMW's, and flaunting their status, while she's "domeing" some guy in the back seat of his daddy's Benz for a movie and pizza, then going home and "schlicking" herself to porn and thinking, "Someday when I turn 18, I'm going to LA or Miami and I'll "dome" guys and make $2-3K an hour and I'll have a Mercedes." Sadly, if you want success and real money in porn it takes a lot more than "dome" to get it. You know what, "Frankly Scarlett, I don't give a damn!!" They walked through a door to enter the porn world, and they can walk through the same fucking door to leave.

 

No it was free

 

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Nothing is FREE!!! Somebody paid, maybe it was you. Think about that.

 

I'm the 5th type, the one who use to daily spend between 2 an 4-6hours on porn (probabily not every day, but most of them) edging all the time in front of porns or webcams, having sex with bunch of strangers and never sated of sex, even if I have never really enjoyed sex like non-addicted people do

 

Id MO during school 24/7.
I hardly learned/know anything now. Because I was too busy fantasizing to listen to the teacher

 

Someone filmed me already :/
So probably

 

Hopefully, it never comes up if you're interviewing for a lucrative job. Imagine your hiring manager was one of your patrons!

 

That's triggering... :/
My brains warped from p.
So...

 

I was a mild type two, I could go on without it but i liked to use it when I could.

 

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I'm not so sure about you.

 

It'll be fine, Kristen. Good job on reaching the two-month mark. You seem like a nice girl that's ready to put her shady past behind her. And this site is the best possible platform for doing just that. I hope you meet a cool guy who respects you and loves you. But even if you don't getting that garbage out of your life can only benefit you.

 

I would probably fall under the latter category. I check Pinterest and Instagram several times a day and I'd like to say it isn't a distraction. But I'd be lying. And unlike a lot of the people here, I have a wonderful, intelligent man in my life.

 

I do have a man you helps me through all this... I feel really lucky!

 

Or the type that watches porn for hours, climaxes then goes on without chaser's effect for a couple of days.
Then repeats the process.

Major problems with this lifestyle:

Guilt and fucking anger.

Talking to girls - nonexistent.
Social life = 0

Expected time to RECOVERY = NO INFO

 

They may start in it, but they can't go.
They are pushed to do extreme stuff and it's disgusting. They end up crying in the corner.
They take drugs cuz life is so hard, their naked body is all over the internet.
When they go out they are called sluts, they CAN'T LEAVE.
Economic and sexual slavery.
They know what they do, but they make a lot of stuff to simply "forget it".
They needed money quickly it's just prostitution money.

 

I'd be both.
Sometimes after 2 3 days Nofap make 30 minutes sessions, my brain is just saying ok you can do it.
Other days or when I'm in the relapse mode I do quick sessions from 5-10 minutes.
Sometimes I also finish quickly to avoid going to harder stuff as we get bored.
It just captures your brain for at least an hour.
Biology and evolution are strong things, we're conditionned to have sex.
And Porn understood that, it's a 50 billion dollar industry with america doing 10 billion dollars.
The extreme cases are the people who lose their job, wife, children.
But hours long sessions can't be good too, even short ones.
We are humans and we make mistakes,
We don't see a lot of people that abstain for life.
We should rather focus on how we can change our lives to diminish our free time for Porn and the impact of it.
If I have much to do and I relapse 1 time, I'll go back to what I was doing.
If I have nothing to do, I will just fap again a bit later.
Jobs are important, they kick out boredom and maintain us away from distracting stuff: TV, Medias, Reality shows except for porn producers of course.
Oh and pls don't use the word Porn Stars, rather use Sex slaves or porn actresses, don't give them credit.
They don't deserve any attention, they choosed the easy way but their future is already shitty, STDS and pics of u on the internet. Don't say babes, say attractive girls.
If we could do one thing, it would be to insert them in a normal job without sexual exploitation.

 

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Great post!!!

 

I could leave it alone but when I had the chance I'd indulge and I'd binge on it, like a starving dog that got access to food once or twice a week