Im done

You're both making excuses, and your mind is playing tricks on you, I've been there. You can still work out. I see amputees at my gym working out. You need to work your way around your injury. Also, chances are you're here because you are an addict. I've had those same thoughts that, meh, I don't really need this. But I do. Read my own journal if you want affirmation. You're doing okay. Your brain is reprogramming. It's not bullshit, it's not pseudoscience.

 

@IggyIshness : is that depression. I'm suffering the restlessness, feeling tired all the time. They say working out can help the depression, but the thing is depressed people lose all motivation to work out. I'm very tired, even if i can work out, i get exhausted after that. So working out in this case more likely drain our energy rather than give us energy. Something is really missing in our mind, and i don't know which. Just like you said, i'm damned either way, feel like there's no escape

 

i agree with you. masturbation is pleasure. the issue is just porn and the disconnection from people due to digital media.


enjoy your body, and enjoy real contact to real people. enjoy the real world.

 

you know that this is not true. it just comes from people who cannot express their emotions, and thus, want to forbid you.

i see a problem in overuse of digital media in general, which leads to disconnecting from the real world.

 

I literarily can't masturbate without porn. You mean masturbation with fantasy is ok? are sexy pics porn?

 

I can see that your heart is right....that's all you need.
Your soul is alive....save your seed....

 

do you fantasize while masturbating?

 

Totally true

 

What I meant was....save your seed...(semen) ....

 

@IggyIshness : so you're thinking about nothing while masturbating? how can u get ogasm or simply get hard? U mean "u just do"?

 

That's where you should be! The sensation should be enough that's why our generation is so fucked up. We don't get excited at the thought of anything sexual. We need proper stimulus. My Mother told me this story of how she was kissing a 23 year old and he premature ejaculation (this was in the 70's). Loads of our generation can't even get boners while putting our penis in a vagina.

hats the

 

How come you cant talk to people? Are you bedridden? Do you not have a phone? You cant move or go anyplace that has people?