Unable to watch porn.

Hi.yes i almost relapsed.but i could not watch porn.my head started to hurt.i hv had 2-3 20 day streaks now and maybe my mind got wired correctly from gym and meditation.its like,the sensation was too much for me.its okay when i edge without porn but cant do it with porn.had to quit watching after 3 failed attempts.confused.Thanks!

 

Correction*edging,causing orgasmic feeling is hurting my head as well.its a headache while i edge.im also happy its saving me though