The Soundtrack to Abstinence

Thanks galaxim, I'm touched

I really like minimal music

 

Another relaxing song that might help: Requiem, Op. 48: VII. In Paradisum by Gabriel Fauré.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6-i1ESIRKdA

 

In paradisum deducant te Angeli; in tuo adventu suscipiant te martyres, et perducant te in civitatem sanctam Ierusalem. Chorus angelorum te suscipiat, et cum Lazaro quondam paupere æternam habeas requiem.

May angels lead you into paradise; upon your arrival, may the martyrs receive you and lead you to the holy city of Jerusalem. May the ranks of angels receive you, and with Lazarus, once a poor man, may you have eternal rest.

 

Listening to it right now... beautiful. Many many thanks.

 

Pete Seeger, We Shall Overcome:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhnPVP23rzo

We Shall Overcome is a protest song that became a key anthem of the African-American Civil Rights Movement (1955–1968)
The fight against porn is the the fight for Civil Liberties in the 21st Century.

Bonus Track:
Pete Seeger & Johnny Cash - Worried Man Blues
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NHbTWJ9tjnw

 

Thanks Ranger! This post got me moving! We have to focus strongly on building the new instead of fighting the past. Keep building yourself my friend

1LIFE

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVITZUQ_uIU
Henryk Górecki - Symphony Nº3 (Symphony of Sorrowful Songs)

A solo soprano sings a different Polish text in each of the three movements. The first is a 15th-century Polish lament of Mary, mother of Jesus, the second a message written on the wall of a Gestapo cell during World War II, and the third a Silesian folk song of a mother searching for her son killed by the Germans in the Silesian uprisings. The first and third movements are written from the perspective of a parent who has lost a child, and the second movement from that of a child separated from a parent. The dominant themes of the symphony are motherhood and separation through war.

 

This has NOTHING to do with other musics lol. But this is the most motivating music I found yet. When I listened it for the first time I drenched my pyjamas in tearz (I'm a pu$$y).

I WON'T BE SENTENCED TO BEING DEFEATED

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvmbv5ygP7A

You'll see me coming cause I'm brighter than the morning sun.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MIDOEsQL7lA
Ella Fitzgerald and Louis Armstrong, Summertime.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQfUz6lP2BQ
Neil Young, Heart of Gold.

I've found out that NOFAP is full of hearts of gold. You know who you are, my friends.

Bonus: The same song, in Johnny's version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwMqZY4W4F0

I want to live,
I want to give
I've been a miner for a heart of gold.
It's these expressions
I never give
That keep me searching for a heart of gold.

And I'm getting old.
Keep me searching for a heart of gold
And I'm getting old.

I've been to Hollywood
I've been to Redwood
I crossed the ocean for a heart of gold.
I've been in my mind,
It's such a fine line
That keeps me searching for a heart of gold.

And I'm getting old.
Keeps me searching for a heart of gold
And I'm getting old.

Keep me searching for a heart of gold.
You keep me searching and I'm growing old.
Keep me searching for a heart of gold
I've been a miner for a heart of gold.

 

This one goes for my friend nononanisterem:
Johnny Cash, Personal Jesus:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GS77eF2GfjY

Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who's there

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer

Take second best
Put me to the test
Things on your chest
You need to confess
I will deliver
You know i'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus...
Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer

I will deliver
You know I'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith
Your own personal Jesus
Reach out and touch faith

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F1yvQV7J47o

God Gave Rock and Roll To You II by KISS

God gave rock and roll to you,
gave rock and roll to you
Put it in the soul of everyone

Do you know what you want? You don't know for sure
You don't feel right, you can't find a cure
And you're gettin' less than what you're lookin' for

You don't have money or a fancy car
And you're tired of wishin' on a falling star
You gotta put your faith in a loud guitar

God gave rock and roll to you,
gave rock and roll to you
Gave rock and roll to everyone (oh yeah)
God gave rock and roll to you,
gave rock and roll to you
Put it in the soul of everyone

"Now listen"
If you wanna be a singer, or play guitar
Man, you gotta sweat or you won't get far
Cause it's never too late to work nine-to-five
You can take a stand, or you can compromise
You can work real hard or just fantasize
But you don't start livin' till you realize -
"I gotta tell ya!"

God gave rock and roll to you, gave rock and roll to you
Gave rock and roll to everyone
God gave rock and roll to you, gave rock and roll to you
Put it in the soul

God gave rock and roll to you
(to everyone he gave the song to be sung)
Gave rock and roll to you,
gave rock and roll to everyone
God gave rock and roll to you
(to everyone he gave the song to be sung)
Gave rock and roll to you,
saved rock and roll for everyone
Saved rock and roll
chorus repeats out...

"I know life sometimes can get tough!
And I know life sometimes can be a drag!
But people, we have been given a gift,
we have been given a road
And that road's name is... Rock and Roll!"

This is a song "remake" of a song by Ardent. Personally I like this version better.

 

Knocking on Heaven's Door by Bob Dylan

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gazW7MOqHzQ

Mama, take this badge off of me
I can't use it anymore.
It's gettin' dark, too dark to see
I feel I'm knockin' on heaven's door.

Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door

Mama, put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore.
That long black cloud is comin' down
I feel I'm knockin' on heaven's door.

Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door
Knock, knock, knockin' on heaven's door

 

It's Time by Imagine Dragons

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sENM2wA_FTg

So this is what you meant
When you said that you were spent
And now it's time to build from the bottom of the pit
Right to the top
Don't hold back
Packing my bags and giving the academy a rain-check

I don't ever wanna let you down
I don't ever wanna leave this town
'Cause after all
This city never sleeps at night

It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you understand
That I'm never changing who I am

So this is where you fell
And I am left to sell
The path to heaven runs through miles of clouded hell
Right to the top
Don't look back
Turning to rags and giving the commodities a rain-check

I don't ever wanna let you down
I don't ever wanna leave this town
'Cause after all
This city never sleeps at night

It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you understand
That I'm never changing who I am

It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you understand
That I'm never changing who I am

This road never looked so lonely
This house doesn't burn down slowly
To ashes, to ashes

It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you understand
That I'm never changing who I am

It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Don't you understand
That I'm never changing who I am

 

The song that killed me yesterday's night...

Sarah Jaffe - Adeline.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sb_G1Ov0q6Q

You can never know enough about what's underneath
I keep uprooting myself unknowningly
until one day I'm driving and I feel my heart implode
and I wonder where it comes from and where it goes

I guess I have to warn you I might die for a day
and I think about it so much until it finds itself a grave
till we've argued every politic and burned in third degree
I feel like the ghost in your tragedy

You were right, it's easy to see
Adeline Adeline

You found this spot on a wall and you just stared all day
and it felt so comfortable until I made you look away
and your eyes were crossed and glazed and in that moment you lost
maybe it's for the best that you're not here at all

You were right, it's easy to see
Adeline Adeline

I've got your warmth on my back
and your tears in my blood
and whatever it is, it is never enough
until I'm no longer human and you're no longer sane
my face is hard with anger but I want you just the same

You were right, it's easy to see
Adeline Adeline

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mfQFU0omkJI

How Bad Do You Want It? - Tim McGraw

This might alienate some Fapstronauts, because I know not everyone is a fan of country

Been out here on this highway
Breathing diesel smoke
Driving hard for hours
Trying to make that Memphis show
People always ask me
"Son what does it take
To reach out and touch your dreams?"
To them I always say

Are you hungry?
Are you thirsty?
Is it a fire that burns you up inside?
How bad do you want it?
How bad do you need it?
Are you eating, sleeping, dreaming
With that one thing on your mind?
How bad do you want it?
How bad do you need it?
Cause if you want it all
You've got to lay it all out on the line

I get to make my living
Doing what I love
Every night I give my heart and soul
Sometimes that ain't enough
But brother, if you're like me
Looking down that road
Be careful of that wild wind, son
Sometimes it don't let go

Can you feel it?
Can you taste it?
Can you hear it knocking at your door?
How bad do you want it?
How bad do you need it?
Are you eating, sleeping, dreaming
With that one thing on your mind?
How bad do you want it?
How bad do you need it?
Cause if you want it all
You've got to lay it all out on the line

There's always a price you pay no matter what you do
If you're gonna climb that mountain to the top
It always comes down to

How bad do you want it?
How bad do you need it?
Are you eating, sleeping, dreaming
With that one thing on your mind?
How bad do you want it?
How bad do you need it?
Cause if you want it all
You've got to lay it all out on the line

Sorry for posting so much on this thread, I just got a lot of ideas

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3aF9AJm0RFc
Hurt, Johnny Cash

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

[Chorus]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end

And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liars chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

[Chorus]

And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I will keep myself
I would find a way

 

"Desperado", by Johnny Cash.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVa4oOX4xWE

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now.
Oh, you're a hard one,
But I know that you've got your reasons.
These things that are pleasin' you,
Can hurt you somehow.

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy,
She'll beat you if she's able.
Know the queen of hearts is always your best bet.
Now it seems to me, some fine things,
Have been laid upon your table.
But you only want the things that you can't get.

Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger:
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home.
And freedom, oh freedom,
Well, that's just some people talkin'
Your prison is walking,
Through this world all alone.

And don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow, the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're loosin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling,
Goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, and open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you,
You better let somebody love you,
You better let somebody love you,
You better let somebody love you,
Before it's too late.

 

Welcome to the NoFap family my friend, I am 15 and I will not PMO for the rest of my life. I don't want to let something control me for the rest of my life that can also cause horrible side effects . Its a very good thing what you are doing, you will see your life get better every single day . I promise. Stay strong !