I know I can do this.

Hello Fapstronauts. Okay so I'll be completely honest here. I've had a foot fetish since I was 13-14. Since then it has been the centre of my sexual attractions and urges. I've always been scared to admit my foot fetish and I've reached a point where I actually feel ashamed and disgusted about my fetish. I've been masturbating to foot fetish porn since 2 years now, i feel Ashamed. But I'm determined to become a better person now, I'm 20, enough of bullshit. I've promised myself that I'll quit but i relapsed everytime. The best I've gone is 5 Days after which I masturbated 4 times In a day. I want to become a better person now and get rid of this useless desire and contribute something to society.

 

Thank you, it's just been a day, and it's difficult to control the urge, but I'll do this.

 

My strategy involves reading a certain set of affirmations everyday so that I can reinforce the idea in my brain. I'm trying to find happiness not in temporary things like masturbation but permanent things like meditation and reading and following my passion. I wanted to know that how I can I control the urge when it is strongest at night. My current goal is 5 days after which I'll increase it to 15. Also since I quit PMO, I don't want to fall prey to other addictions.