My brain reminds me of the bodies of pornstars and how they are beautiful..and he tries to convince me to go watching videos.
Lust is not beauty. Beauty is much more than just flesh, its much deeper into ones heart and soul. A beautiful women is one inside and out.
Enticed by the physical glamour of a woman (or a man), do not lose your senses; the body is nothing but a conglomeration of flesh, do not forget this any time
At OP. Actually, while that it looks like in the beginning, that is an illusion, and is incorrect. Watching porn=hypersexual thoughts=dopamine high=feeling of euphoria. What your brain is really trying to talk you into is giving yourself a dopamine high. It helps to understand the brain chemistry behind the problem. Hell, for newbies, it helps to under there IS brain chemistry behind the problem; too many think they have a porn problem, when, in fact, they are addicted to the reward neurotransmitter response the get, from the sexual thoughts, that porn causes. Get Educated, Get Tools, and Learn to Love Withdrawals. Peace. WilliamOneAndDone
I'd suggest not fighting or dwelling on these thoughts, they're like the Hulk getting stronger the more you try to reject them. They're a normal & natural part of the reboot process that comes less frequently the longer you go, so don't worry too much about it. I recommend you accept them, not like "I accept these tits im thinking about, better go fap now" but more like "I accept these thoughts but thats not who I am anymore, I wont indulge porn". Afterwards continue on with your day like normal, eventually the brain just gets in line as your actions & words stay congruent with each other.
I hope you don't think you are alone here. We have all remembered bodies and their details. For some of us those memories are fading back into history with their attractions and their urges. From time to time one pops up and we fight occasional skirmishes instead of a constant ongoing battle. So, we keep our guard up and spend more and more of our energy on developing real relationships with real people. You can do it and then you can enjoy the company of a real woman with whom you can enjoy life and raise your children.