Won't back down

Okay so I am sexually exhausted virgin.i m always looking for pleasure instead of working.i want to be a winner a acheiver.fapping is hindering my growth-health beauty success and mind

 

So challenges are
> Questionable willpower
> Addiction
Day 1 :nothing so special about it.studied went to typing class then ate and then wAlked.tired.gotta sleep now.

 

Day 2 yes.doing what I should do.started working out.and little yoga.went for a long walk at night...I saw a video in ***.know it's all about dopamine.just don't think and u will be saving yourself from falling in it.

 

Thnx brother

 

Day 3
More stamina ...ran 4xfaster and longer .like a mutant...amazing.more attention in studying.started working out too.little belly fat loss is visible.no urges for pmo.liking this journey.

 

Day 4
1.more motivated
2.more stamina
3.more productivity
4.no bad urges
5.no tense or negative feelings.
Didn't ran much but just walked longer.

 

Day5 nofap and exercise
√more energetic
√more stamina
√more confident
√was aroused by a women almost had a erection.
√look more fit

 

Day 6:
True now I know what I was missing all this time...LIFE

 

Relasped !!! But you only lose when you stop trying.

 

Day 1. After lepase ..I won't let me fall .... I started again.

 

Day 2 : more stamina did a lot a lot of workout

 

Day 3:resisted cleanly p today.used that energy in a better way.

 

Day 4..missing that missing piece of my life.didnt work much..but health wise I m quite better..although this tummy fat doesn't cease to go

 

Day 5. Tried following brahamcharya. Didn't studied much. Slept a lot.
About nofap
_voice becoming heavier
_parts are not shrunken as b4
-mentally peaceful and kinds strong

 

Day 6: past is haunting...... Productivity is average.
Feeling more healed in Pvt parts.it is just my heart that thinks it is incomplete

 

Day 7 a week is completed.finally.ups and down.but made it.

 

Day 8 ..good going man ....no urges ..perfect...I will do it for me ..cos I know I can I deserve I should I must. So I can never say I wish I would.

 

Day 1. P ...again and again back to it

 

Day 1. I won't back down