On the verge of insanity

Well, whatever you do, think about where your actions will lead you...

I say this as someone with close friends who are in prison doing years and guys from my accountability group that were at one time facing life sentences.

Everything will get better. There is hope. It requires getting rid of the things that are destroying us though...its hard I know.

 

This post is troubling but not surprising.
Invest yourself with good actions, thoughts, and behaviors.
Invest time, energy and thoughts towards getting pills and alcohol, watching horror movies, carrying around a kitchen knife, and believing in shadows and the results won't be good for you, me, or anyone.
Be good to yourself.

 

Go to church NOW!!!!

 

Its good that you didnt become insane but are only at verge of insanity. But alcohol is a good way how to become crazy and when you mix it with pills then you become crazy between crazy persons.

 

Clearly you don't want this for yourself. Get help. Check yourself into a hospital emergency room. Sometimes we cannot function on our own. It will get better.

 

Hey man,

Just wanted to let you know that I have had similar feelings and thoughts. And I checked myself into emergency room. There is no shame in doing this. This happens a lot. People are pushed to the edge and need help. You are not alone. Please help yourself by getting help.

 

What you think you become.

You think you'll never find love? Then you won't.
You think people don't trust you? Then they won't.

You're stuck? You're not stuck my friend, you're on a journey, if it wasn't for the bad times you're going through right now you wouldn't be able to appreciate all the great positive things that are coming to you.

You can choose to give up and accept your unhappiness or you can endure it so you become stronger and you can help others like yourself in the future. Become an example, an example of greatness and success. Be grateful for being alive, take a moment to observe everything around you, isn't it wonderful? Everything you see was either nature's doing or Man's doing. The only person keeping you from being happy is yourself, it's a choice you can make.

I wish you the best, you can and will turn your situation around, make peace with where you are first and slowly but surely you will feel the joy of simply existing and then all your wishes and dreams will come true.

 

GO GET SOME THERAPY ASAP. If you don't, I'll drag you there. It's for your own good.

 

You have two things that I am certain of: you have 9 days no PMO, which is much more than I do, and a determination to heal and get better. You're right, you may not have much going for you now, but you can and will have stuff going for you if you hang in there. I am cheering you on man.

 

What is this world coming to I ask myself. The poor fucks....oh the poor fucks..

 

It is hard for many of us to even imagine what your life is like right now. Yet we care deeply and want the best for you.

The thing about diagnoses is that they are both important and unimportant. In the former because they are a kind of shorthand whereby many symptoms can be grouped together under each heading. also because each diagnosis will have a care pathway with therapies and/or medications that can ease and address the distress you are experiencing. The latter because what matters above all else is the impact these things have on you, so what it is called is rather irrelevant.

There is one thing completely consistent, that is these voices are either babbling nonsense or downright nasty and very dangerous. Do not listen to them. Please take your prescribed antipsychotics so they are quieted. This is so important!

It is lovely to hear that you feel better today compared with your tortured state yesterday. I hope that continues brother.

 

I am so glad to hear that you are feeling better today. As IGY said, we care deeply and want the best for you! Please keep us updated.