I can't believe I'm here...

I thought I could quit at anytime, but I always come up with reasons to "reward" myself. I've been using porn since I was 13 I reckon - and well - I'm 27 now. Fuck. Thats half my life...

There's periods when I've been a "light" user. 30 mins to an hour a day. And there have been months when I've wacked off a 2-3 times a day, a couple hours at a time. When I'm really depressed I can wack off for half a day then sleep for 14 hours.

I'm just sick of the time wasted, and I know that it has had an knock effect in regards to my mental health, aspirations and my relationships.

After my bout with mental health problems at the end of art school I was seeing a councillor for a while, I went without porn for a month. But of course I began using again.

Its been a year since that day and after reading a few books on habit I know that a conscious effort is required to stop watching porn.

I want to stop watching porn and masturbating - but I want to cultivate a healthy sexual relationship with my fiancé.

So here I am, feeling better that instead of watching porn today I became a member of the NoFap forum. I'm looking for someone like me who's just started to become accountable too. As I've said I'm 27, I'm a bloke and I'm from the UK.

Wish me luck!

 

Cheers mate! I will check out those apps. Also if you need an accountability partner I will be on that too!

Best of Luck!