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Today I have fallen to sin, but it is as expected I am only human. I pray to the Lord shall forgive me for my sins. However I plan to make change permanent and my words precise. I care not for statement of desperation but action in faith and transformation over time. For I do not wish to return to POM once absitance has began, I wish to overcome POM and as I stated I wish to make this permanent. I have abstained from pornography for over a week now and I am grateful for freedom, I find the powerful feeling porn gives me addictive and pleasurable. Watching it is a sin but my reasoning why I want to be free from this is beyond commandment. I want peace, I want love and I want to be free. While I control and dictate my emotion through external stimuli i can never be free. My plan is to make my abstinence from porn permanent before I begin recovery from masturbation, I know my freedom from porn is temporary and wether I have been free for 10 minutes or 10 years I can still fall to temptation. My plan is to reprogram my mind, change my relationship with lust and ultimately myself. Once I have done by grace I shall be delivered. Every time I masturbate my soul feel pain, I become further from the spirit and I feel guilt shame and remorse. But in this life I feel I need progress not perfection. Together we can overcome the natural body, our minds are the master and the body the servant. By Gods grace we can make it so. Thank you and God bless x