Post published by A Committed Being

Hey everyone, I am a 19 year old guy. I pretend to be liberal and humanitarian but just completely loose myself once I begin to watch porn. It just pains me that i act against my own thoughts and words. Watching porn and reading erotic stories from the age of 14 had at one point made me look at every woman like a sexual object indiffeeentiately whoever she was whether a sister, a cousin or anyone else. I have gained control over it to some extent but still i fall into years old habit of porn watching once in a month or so for hours on end. I clearly understand that this is not the appropriate thing for me to do and this time i want to gain complete control over it once and for all.
Wishing for support from you all.