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Post published by SKfisher

I relapsed.

This morning I woke up, on the couch and I knew something had gone critically wrong somewhere. Slowly through breakfast, I started remembering the details of the night.

Flashes of Porn and other stuff.

Now I have had an almost lifelike dream like this before, But alas this time It was not a dream.

I had gone on one hell of a binge with varying things. this is in order.

Horticulture (Antiaris toxicaria and Punica granatum)
Spanish chat room (Qué? Por qué estoy hablando español? ¡Yo no puede hablar español!)
Porn regular
meteorology (Looks like I was planning some kind of hike, hell if I know)
S porn
S porn
S porn
Mozart vs Salieri
S porn
Polka Music
and finally, Reuters the wire.

What the fuck happened last night, I can't even remember doing this consciously, the worst thing is this is an official record via my computer so I know it happened and it was me. I spent like 40 minutes on porn and 2 hours on the rest of the stuff.

I guess its good to know that I spent 45 minutes on reading up on Reuters's the wire. But yeah, still not good.

I'm super confused, I haven't somnambulist in years, but I'm not sure if this is somnambulism. But yeah, still this sucks, the second relapse in the NoFap attempts.
modernstore99 more_vert
modernstore99
Wait so while you were sleepwalking you looked this stuff up on the internet?
Mckell more_vert
Mckell
Begin using laptop lock. Should halt it totally.
Khufu more_vert
Khufu
wait...does a demon randomly possess your body, you should see a exorcist immediately
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Puppy more_vert
Puppy
Oh boy don't make such a thing out of it. Your posts are more like desperate short stories than objective reports. Seems like you like to fit in this role of a desperate porn junky. You never get truly clean when you dramatize this and play the victim here. We all try to help you but you must want to get help from us.
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Saint Augustine more_vert
Saint Augustine
I won't pretend that's not the strangest explanations for a relapse I've seen on NoFap. I can't offer any advice in the area of sleepwalking--mostly because I sleep extraordinary quickly and deeply and only remember about one dream a month. I'd say if it's that serious and happens again, you may need to get professional help.