Post published by Maninsearchofasoul

OK thx for asking. Hope you are too. As withdrawal progresses it's becoming more clear and possible in my mind that sP has been a natural extension and step up from my dominant compulsion which appears to be cuckold P. The cuckP compulsion is attached to my ex-wife, not my gf. My active cuck years early 2012 to late 2015 had a nasty long term impact on my PMO addiction. I'm learning more about myself through the pain of withdrawal. First new therapist session Wednesday is fast approaching. Time to downshift and go from withdrawal to recovery.

I already managed to stay 1 month without pornography, but since I did not have strong movements to stop, I ended up giving myself to desire. Now that I'm starting over and doing 8 days, I feel an extreme willingness to hand me the pornographic cuck, cleanup, again. But I know I need to stay at least 90 days, or more without it, to know what I really am. Hugs friends!

Looking back, there is so much work and effort put into the media that got me hooked. I know a lot of people here think the hypno is professionally made and what hooks people the most, but I think it's not too hard to get a spirally video, and then put some sex noises and sissy text and words on it. I'm talking about stuff that is very well refined. The very high quality roulettes. The interactive online games. The hentai and comics. The websites with curriculum like material. Like who in the hell is making all of this. The quality of the design and features is almost professional. It's so easy and accessible for anyone with internet

Not acting out. Almost cheated on my gf but didn’t ... feel very good about that this AM ... wanted to M - did not. Today is day 105. All good!

I just wanna say that I am 100% for any sex or fetishes that involve consent, respect, and mutual enjoyment. Our relationships with sP do not involve these concepts in the slightest. They involve shame, forced consent, and uncertainty. There are some guys out there who really enjoy wearing girls clothes or chastity cages or anal sex. For the guys in this group, this is far from true. We have been tricked and deceived into believing we are aroused by this stuff, to the point we are unsure of our actual sexualities, and must go through a reboot to get things back to normal. If you're unsure about sP in any way, IT'S NOT WHO YOU ARE

AMEN modernstore99!!! We are MEN. We were born MEN. We will die MEN. We must recover, survive and thrive as MEN.

If anything i'd say that 200 people is not enough. If you consider the number of people who must struggle with this adduction world-wide, 200 people is peanuts. I say the more thenmerriet