Post published by Sleepingwarror

Bhaiyon, How are you doing? Shout a hello if you like. First, good news from my side. I finished 90 days of no PMO. I am currently on 100+ days, not even counting these days. Felt great, however it was one hell of a rollercoaster ride. I will write in detail about it when I get time. I want to share one thought for now: 90 clean days will not make my life free from addiction, as I have been feeling craving for last few days and I know I can relapse anyday. My main learning in these 90 days is: It has to one day at a time. Only way to deal with this addiction for me is to put all I got JUST FOR TODAY. I see people who are 7 years clean, 15 years clean and work everyday on it to stay clean. One person I know relapsed after 10 years of freedom. Half measures have availed me nothing. Maybe everyone is different, but this is what works for me. And yes, it feels AWESOME ! But I can relapse tomorrow if I do not work for my recovery. Much love and joy to everyone !