Post published by NVek89

Hey so this is my first time trying Nofap. My story probably goes back to being the age of twelve and finding masturabtion and pornography. Before that I was very outgoing and had loads of confidence. As time went on it started to slip away. My porn use went from watching straight, to trans to gay and back to trans off and on. I never in my life had thoughts of being with a man. I love women and everything about them. And I have no problem with the lgbt community. But for some reason while watching porn you change for that moment. And when the moment is over you feel ashamed but then a day later you repeat it. It’s an evil cycle that goes on and on and now at the age of 31 I’m ready to rid it for good. I have an amazing wife & daughter and a great career. My porn use from the age of 12 has obviously went down from almost 6 times a day to as of a week ago once every other day. I have been clean for 6 days and resisting any urge. I came clean to my wife about this yesterday and almost brought myself to tears. I laid everything out there and said before doing this research I never really saw it as a problem. But why not be the best person I can be. Instead of masturbating and being let down why not build something or read my daughter a story. Life is good and life is short. Be your best.