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Post published by Nahvije

I am tired...
Another relapse. I feel gross, I don't feel guilty or ashamed, though, like I don't even care.
I cannot repent something that I don't regret.
It's like - after every relapse you build up your hopes, you try your best and then you fall apart...
At some point, I was thinking even though I was not there yet, I knew there would come a day, when I would be the one in charge, now it just feels like ''Meh.''
Sometimes I don't understand how can Lord love such a terrible person like me? How can I call him my Father?
''My God, my God, why have you left me? You seem too far away to save me, too far to hear my cries for help!'' Psalms 22:1
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DestinedToBe
I'm sorry for what u r going through, but let me tell u something, the devil will use all thoughts possible to make u lose the way, dont let him get into your mind with the thoughts of God being far away, while he is just right here, loving u Unconditionally, we come to our father with our heavy hearts, whether sinfull lives, tiredness or broken souls and he would help us become better, dont think he doesnt love u cause u have problems
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DestinedToBe
Instead, acknowledge his love and look at him and ask for his aid, and if u think he can't love u then how could he love those who crucified him, worshipping God isn't just about feelings, even if u feel away from him worship him cause u know he's the right way and no one is better than him
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DestinedToBe more_vert
DestinedToBe
Whenever u have these feelings of God not loving u, u have to acknowledge that these thoughts ain't yours, they came from the enemy, once you're able to do that, it will help alot, look at him and whenever u feel like watching porn just think about how you're gonna feel after it, how it breaks God's heart, how it helps porn industries gain more money and increase sex trafficking (i know its being hard on yourself but it might actually help)
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Nahvije
@DestinedToBe Yeah, you may be right... I know he loves me, but haven't felt that in a long time, hopefully, I'll start feeling him again. Thanks, brother, for taking your time to help me. I will pray for you as well. 394 Days is such dedication, you're so disciplined! Good luck on your journey. ;)
DestinedToBe more_vert
DestinedToBe
@Nahvije its always a pleasure to help, put in mind that God's love is present at all times, it comes to us whether we feel it or not. Thanks, i dont even count my days any more, its like a lifestyle now.
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Tao Jones
The two Scriptures I turn to in these moments are the parable of the Prodigal Son in Luke 15 and the classic presentation of the Good News (Jesus!) in Romans 6-8. It's also always encouraging to read John -- both his gospel and his letters are full of hope concerning God's inexhaustible love for us. I encourage you to dwell in these precious promises and great truths today. Spend an hour and read all these things and meditate on them. Our Father is love -- and *nothing* can separate us from him, aside from our own choice to remain apart from him. Get forgiveness and keep moving closer to him!
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Nahvije
@DestinedToBe I wish I could also achieve that.
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Nahvije
@Tao Jones Thanks, Tao! I appreciate your answer and will reread.