Post published by Dreyshady

Hi everyone,

I hope you guys are well? Looks like I got removed; I absolutely understand that. I left the body.

Tbh I’ve, both literally & dis small community. But as a sheep dat leaves d flock n in danger to wild animals n the evil one, i hve been overwhelmed n almost become numb to my sins n old habits. I do believe I was making great progress, but Tao if u read dis, I remember when you told me when you once made progress n you made a mistake once which overwhelmed you. Mine has almost consumed me.

I’ve spoken to my pastor about my struggles, I understand he is busy but he hasn’t done much really. Tbf I never completed my discipleship with my friend/flatmate. He moved out, n there was no one else who I could be accountable to (his behaviour was my accountability, made me want to be a better mature Christian).

But I fear I haven’t even gotten to what maturity means. Please I need everyone here, to remind me what sin is, incase I have forgotten, to remind me there’s forgiveness as I seem to have forgotten too.

To remind me the Joy I once enjoyed in Christ, the peace the freedom. PMO has snatched it from me once again.

I’m back to the way I was when I first joined this community.

Guys I am literally on my knees, I need your prayers and help. I can’t live in sin, it’s just not for me…. It’s too overwhelming; my spirit will always convict me no matter how hard i try to pretend I don’t hear it. I can’t live my whole life in Porn, it’ll destroy me.