Post published by passi

Hello everyone ,
Is been long I haven't been here , surely because I was running away from reality and was trying to fight by myself always hiding behind the excuse "I don't have time , I will come another day" but with time I realised that my reasoning is just that of a mere coward , I have time to relapse again and again but don't have time to save myself , during my exile I went through quite difficult moments like the fact that my streak period drasticaly reduced to only 2 -3days compared to 2 -3weeks when I was attached to saving my life and following Christ , my faith seems to have vanished , I nomore pray like before(with confidence and faith), I don't beleive in my resumption and delivrance anymore . My days are just wtithout much meaning ,despite the rules that I had setup , I didn't respect any of them to the later , always saw myself going against them genuinely, at the beginning of the new year , I told myself "this is the time to make it, be great , be strong you will achieve" but as time went , I am worst than last year . This is just a piece of the iceberg of how I feel now , I don't want to burden anyone with a long story.

Peace be with you brothers and sisters
God bless